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h razor…sharp； burning misery。 He had no idea how long she held the Agiel there； but when she took it away； his screams echoed from the stone walls。
When he finally went limp； she kissed his ear and whispered breathlessly in it。 〃That was a simply delightful scream； my pet。 I've never heard one better。 Except a scream in death； of course
You did very well； my pet； you never moved an inch。〃 She kissed his neck tenderly； then his ear again。 〃Shall we try the other side？〃
Richard sagged in the shackles。 He couldn't even cry。 She pulled his head back harder as she moved to the other side of him。
When she was finally finished with him； and unhooked the chain； he collapsed to the floor。 He didn't think himself capable of moving； but when she motioned him up with the Agiel； the mere sight of it made him do as she wanted。 。
〃That's all for today； my pet。〃 Richard thought he might die of joy。 〃I'm going to get some sleep。 Today was only a part day； tomorrow we will get in a full day of training。 You will find a full day more painful。〃
Richard was too exhausted to care about tomorrow。 He wanted only to lie down。 Even the stone floor would feel like the best bed he had ever slept in。 He looked at it longingly。
Denna brought the chair over； took the chain that hung from his collar； and hooked it over the iron peg in the beam。 He watched in confusion； too weary to try to figure out her intent。 When finished； she walked toward the door。 Richard realized there wasn't enough slack to allow him to lie down。
〃Mistress Denna； how am I to sleep？〃
She turned and gave him a condescending smile。 〃Sleep？ I don't recall telling you that you were allowed to sleep。 Sleep is a privilege you earn。 You have not earned it。 Don't you remember this morning； when you had that nasty vision of killing me with your sword？ Don't you remember I told you that you would be sorry you did it？ Good night； my pet。〃
She started to leave； but turned back。 〃And if you have any thoughts of simply pulling the chain off the peg and letting the pain make you pass out； I wouldn't try it if I were you。 I changed the magic。 It will not allow you to pass out anymore。 If you pull the chain off； or fall down accidentally； and that pulls it off； I will not be here to help you。 You will be all alone； for the night； with the pain。 Think about that； if you get sleepy。〃
She turned on her heels and left； taking the torch with her。
Richard stood in the dark； crying。 After a time； he forced himself to stop； and thought of Kahlan。 That was something pleasant Denna couldn't take away from him。 At least not tonight。 He made himself feel good by thinking of how she was safe； and had people to protect her。 Zedd； and Chase； and soon Michael's army。 He envisioned her where she must be； at a camp somewhere； right now； with Siddin and Rachel； taking care of them； telling them stories； making them laugh。
He smiled at the vision of her in his mind。 He savored the memory of her kiss； the feel of her against him。 Even if he wasn't with her； she could still make him smile； make him happy。 What happened to him didn't matter。 She was safe。 That was all that counted。 Kahlan； and Zedd； and Chase； were safe； and they had the last box。 Darken Rahl was going to die； and Kahlan was going to live。
After it was over； what did it matter what happened to him？ He might as well be dead。 Denna； or Darken Rahl； would see to that。 He had only to endure the pain until then。 He could do that。 What did it matter？ Nothing Denna could do could match the pain of knowing that he couldn't be with Kahlan。 The woman he loved。 The woman he loved； who would choose another。
He was glad he was going to be dead before then。 Maybe he could do something to hurry it along； it certainly didn't take much to make Denna angry。 If he moved the next time she put the Agiel in his ear； he would be permanently impaired； then maybe he would be of…no use to her。 Maybe she would kill him then。 He had never felt so alone in his life。
〃I love you； Kahlan；〃 he whispered into the dark。
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As Denna had promised； the next day was worse。 She seemed well rested； and anxious to work off some of her energy at the task of breaking him。 He knew there was one thing he had control over； a choice in。 He waited for her to use the Agiel in his ear again； so he could jerk his head with all his strength； and cause serious damage； but she never did； as if she sensed what he might do。 That gave him a shred of hope； it was something he had made her do。 He had made her not use the Agiel in that way。 She didn't have all the control she thought she did； he still was able to force her to do something by his own choice。 The thought heartened him。 The thought of how he had locked his self…respect； his dignity； away in his secret room gave him the ability to do what was necessary。 He let himself do as she wished； when she wished it。
The only time Denna paused was a few times to sit at the table to eat。 She would watch him while she slowly ate fruit； smiling to herself when he moaned。 He was given nothing to eat； only water from a cup she held for him after she was finished with her meal。
At the end of the day she hooked his chain to the beam again and made him stand for the night。 He didn't bother to ask why； it didn't matter。 She was going to do as she wished and there was nothing he could do to change it。
In the morning when she returned with the torch； he was still standing； but barely。 She seemed in a good mood。
〃I want a good…morning kiss。〃 She smiled。 〃I expect you to return it。 Show me how happy you are to see your mistress。〃
He did his best； but had to concentrate on how pretty her braid was。 The embrace ignited the flames of pain in the wounds she pressed against。 When she was finished； and the hurt left him shaking； she pulled the chain off the peg and tossed it on the floor。
〃You are learning to be a good pet。 You have earned two hours of sleep。〃
He collapsed to the floor； asleep before the sound of her footsteps faded。
He discovered that being awakened by the Agiel was a terror all its own。 The brief sleep had done little to revive him。 He needed much more than he had been allowed。 He vowed to himself that he would struggle with all his might to get through the entire day without making。 a single mistake； to do exactly。 as she wished； and maybe she would grant him a whole night's sleep。
He put his effort into doing everything she wished； hoping he would please her。 He was hoping； too；。 that he would be given something to eat。 He hadn't eaten since she had captured him。 He wondered which he wanted more…sleep； or food。 He decided that what he wanted the most was for the pain to stop。 Or for him to be allowed to die
He was at the end of his strength； felt his life slipping away from him； and awaited the end with longing。 Denna seemed to sense his waning endurance； and eased up； giving him more time to recover； taking longer breaks。 He didn't care； he knew it was never going to end； he was lost。 He surrendered his will to live； to go on； to hold out。 She cooed to him soothingly； stroking his face； as he hung in the shackles； resting。 She spoke encouragingly to him； told him not to give up； and promised that when fie was broken； it would be better。 He just listened； not even able to cry。
When at last she unhooked the shackles from the beam； he thought it must be night again； he had no sense of time anymore。 He waited for her to hook up the chain； or throw it on the floor and tell him he could sleep。 She did neither。 She instead hooked it over the chair； told him to stand； and left。 When she returned； she was carrying a bucket。
〃On your knees； my pet。〃 She sat in the chair next to him； took a brush from the hot soapy water； and started scrubbing him。 The stiff bristles brought a pain all of their own as they worked into his wounds。 〃We have a dinner invitation。 I have to get you cleaned up。 I rather like the smell of your sweat； your fear； but I'm afraid it would offend the guests。〃
She worked with an odd sort of tenderness。 It reminded him of the way a person would ca
