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hadn't　known　what　he　was　looking　for；　he　might　have　mistaken　it　for　a　fresh　seep　of　blood。
　　　　Byrus；　he　thought。　Ah；　fuck。　Goodnight；　Mrs　Calabash；　wherever　you　are。
　　　　A　flash　of　light　winked　at　the　top　of　his　vision。　Henry　straightened　and　saw　Underhill　just　pulling　the　door　of　the　Winnebago　shut。　Quickly；　Henry　retied　the　shirt　around　the　hole　in　his　jeans　and　then　approached　the　fence。　A　voice　in　his　head　asked　what　he'd　do　if　he　called　to　Underhill　and　the　man　just　kept　on　going。　That　voice　also　wanted　to　know　if　Henry　really　intended　to　give　Jonesy　up。
　　　　He　watched　Underhill　trudge　toward　him　in　the　glare　of　the　security　lights；　his　head　bent　against　the　snow　and　the　intensifying　wind。


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The　door　closed。　Kurtz　sat　looking　at　it；　smoking　and　slowly　rocking。　How　much　of　his　pitch　had　Owen　bought？　Owen　was　bright；　Owen　was　a　survivor；　Owen　was　not　without　idealism　。　。　。　and　Kurtz　thought　Owen　had　bought　it　all；　with　hardly　a　single　dicker。　Because　in　the　end　most　people　believed　what　they　wanted　to　believe。　John　Dillinger　had　also　been　a　survivor；　the　wiliest　of　the　thirties　desperadoes；　but　he　had　gone　to　the　Biograph　Theater　with　Anna　Sage　just　the　same。　Manhattan　Melodrama　had　been　the　show；　and　when　it　was　over；　the　feds　had　shot　Dillinger　down　in　the　alley　beside　the　theater　like　the　dog　he　was。　Anna　Sage　had　also　believed　what　she　wanted　to　believe；　but　they　deported　her　ass　back　to　Poland　just　the　same。
　　　　No　one　was　going　to　leave　Gosselin's　Market　tomorrow　except　for　his　picked　cadre　…　the　twelve　men　and　two　women　who　made　up　Imperial　Valley。　Owen　Underhill　would　not　be　among　them；　although　he　could　have　been。　Until　Owen　had　put　the　grayboys　on　the　mon　channel；　Kurtz　had　been　sure　he　would　be。　But　things　changed。　So　Buddha　had　said；　and　on　that　one；　at　least；　the　old　chink　heathen　had　spoken　true。
　　　　'You　let　me　down；　buck；'　Kurtz　said。　He　had　lowered　his　mask　to　smoke；　and　it　bobbed　against　his　grizzled　throat　as　he　spoke。　'You　let　me　down。'　Kurtz　had　let　Owen　Underhill　get　away　with　letting　him　down　once。　But　twice？
　　　　'Never；'　Kurtz　said。　'Never　in　life。'

CHAPTER　FOURTEEN

GOING　SOUTH


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Mr　Gray　ran　the　snowmobile　down　into　a　ravine　which　held　a　small　frozen　creek。　He　drove　north　along　this　for　the　remaining　mile　to　1…95。　Two　or　three　hundred　yards　from　the　lights　of　the　army　vehicles　（there　were　only　a　few　now；　moving　slowly　in　the　thickening　snow）；　he　stopped　long　enough　to　consult　the　part　of　Jonesy's　mind　that　he　…　it　…　could　get　at。　There　were　files　and　files　of　stuff　that　wouldn't　fit　into　Jonesy's　little　office　stronghold；　and　Mr　Gray　found　what　he　was　looking　for　easily　enough。　There　was　no　switch　to　turn　off　the　Arctic　Cat's　headlight。　Mr　Gray　swung　Jonesy's　legs　off　the　snowmobile；　looked　for　a　rock；　picked　it　up　with　Jonesy's　right　hand；　and　smashed　the　headlight　dark。　Then　he　remounted　and　drove　on。　The　Cat's　fuel　was　almost　gone；　but　that　was　all　right；　the　vehicle　had　served　its　purpose。
　　　　The　pipe　which　carried　the　creek　beneath　the　turnpike　was　big　enough　for　the　snowmobile；　but　not　for　the　snowmobile　and　its　rider。　Mr　Gray　dismounted　again。　Standing　beside　the　snowmobile；　he　revved　the　throttle　and　sent　the　machine　bumping　and　yawing　into　the　pipe。　It　went　no　more　than　ten　feet　before　stopping；　but　that　was　far　enough　to　keep　it　from　being　seen　from　the　air　if　the　snow　lightened；　allowing　low…level　recon。
　　　　Mr　Gray　set　Jonesy　to　climbing　up　the　turnpike　embankment。　He　stopped　just　shy　of　the　guardrails　and　lay　down　on　his　back。　Here　he　was　temporarily　protected　from　the　worst　of　the　wind。　The　climb　had　released　a　last　little　cache　of　endorphins；　and　Jonesy　felt　his　kidnapper　sampling　them；　enjoying　them　the　way　Jonesy　himself　might　have　enjoyed　a　cocktail；　or　a　hot　drink　after　watching　a　football　game　on　a　brisk　October　afternoon。
　　　　He　realized；　with　no　surprise；　that　he　hated　Mr　Gray。
　　　　Then　Mr　Gray　as　an　entity　…　something　that　could　actually　be　hated　…　was　gone　again；　replaced　by　the　cloud　Jonesy　had　first　experienced　back　in　the　cabin　when　the　creature's　head　had　exploded。　It　was　going　out；　as　it　had　gone　out　in　search　of　Emil　Brodsky。　It　had　needed　Dawg　because　the　information　about　how　to　get　the　snowmobile　started　hadn't　been　in　Jonesy's　files。　Now　it　needed　something　else。　A　ride　was　the　logical　assumption。
　　　　And　what　was　left　here？　What　was　left　guarding　the　office　where　the　last　shred　of　Jonesy　cowered　…　Jonesy　who　had　been　turned　out　of　his　own　body　like　lint　out　of　a　pocket？　The　cloud；　of　course；　the　stuff　Jonesy　had　breathed　in。　Stuff　that　should　have　killed　him　but　had　for　some　reason　not　done　so。
　　　　The　cloud　couldn't　think；　not　the　way　Mr　Gray　could。　The　man　of　the　house　（who　was　now　Mr　Gray　instead　of　Mr　Jones）　had　departed；　leaving　the　place　under　the　control　of　the　thermostats；　the　refrigerator；　the　stove。　And；　in　case　of　trouble；　the　smoke　detector　and　the　burglar　alarm；　which　automatically　dialed　the　police。
　　　　Still；　with　Mr　Gray　gone；　he　might　be　able　to　get　out　of　the　office。　Not　to　regain　control；　if　he　tried　that；　the　redblack　cloud　would　report　him　and　Mr　Gray　would　return　from　his　scouting　expedition　at　once。　Jonesy　would　almost　certainly　be　seized　before　he　could　retreat　to　the　safety　of　the　Tracker　Brothers　office　with　its　bulletin　board　and　its　dusty　floor　and　its　one　dirt…crusted　window　on　the　world　。　。　。　only　there　were　four　crescent…shaped　clean　patches　in　that　dirt；　weren't　there？　Patches　where　four　boys　had　once　leaned　their　foreheads；　hoping　to　see　the　picture　that　was　pinned　to　the　bulletin　board　now：　Tina　Jean　Schlossinger　with　her　skirt　up。
　　　　No；　seizing　control　was　far　beyond　his　ability　and　he'd　better　accept　that；　bitter　as　it　was。
　　　　But　he　might　be　able　to　get　to　his　files。
　　　　Was　there　any　reason　to　risk　it？　Any　advantage？　There　might　be；　if　he　knew　what　Mr　Gray　wanted。　Beyond　a　ride；　that　was。　And　speaking　of　that；　a　ride　where？
　　　　The　answer　was　unexpected　because　it　came　in　Duddits's　voice：　Ow。　Ih…her　Ay　onna　oh　ow。　
　　　　Mr　Gray　wanna　go　south。
　　　　Jonesy　stepped　back　from　his　dirty　window　on　the　world。　There　wasn't　much　to　be　seen　out　there　just　now；　anyway；　snow　and　dark　and　shadowy　trees。　This　morning's　snow　had　been　the　appetizer；　here　was　the　main　course。
　　　　Mr　Gray　wanna　go　south。
　　　　How　far？　And　why？　What　was　the　big　picture？
　　　　On　these　subjects　Duddits　was　silent。
　　　　Jonesy　turned　and　was　surprised　to　see　that　the　route…map　and　the　picture　of　the　girl　were　no　longer　on　the　bulletin　board。　Where　they　had　been　were　four　color　snapshots　of　four　boys。　Each　had　the　same　background；　Derryjunior　High；　and　the　same　caption　beneath：　SCHOOL　DAYS；　1978。　Jonesy　himself　on　the　far　left；　face　split　in　a　trusting　ear…to…ear　grin　that　now　broke　his　heart。　Beav　next　to　him；　the　Beav's　grin　revealing　the　missing　tooth　in　front；　victim　of　a　skating　fall；　which　had　been　replaced　by　a　false　one　a　year　or　so　later　。　。　。　before　high　school；　anyway。　Pete；　with　his　broad；　olive…tinted　face　and　his　shamefully　short　hair；　mandated　by　his　father；　who　said　he　hadn't　fought　in　Korea　so　his　kid　could　look　like　a　hippie。　And　Henry　on　the　end；　Henry　in　his　thick　glasses　that　made　Jonesy　think　of　Danny　Dunn；　Boy　Detective；　star　of　the　mysteries　Jonesy　had　read　as　a　kid。
　　　　Beaver；　Pete；　Henry。　How　he　had　loved　them；　and　how　unfairly　sudden　the　severing　of　their　long　friendship　had　been。　No；　it　wasn't　a　bit　fair…
　　　　All　at　once　the　picture　of　Beaver　Clarendon　came　alive；　scaring　the　hell　out　of　Jonesy。　Beav's　eyes　widened　and　he　spoke　in　a　low　voice。　'His　head　was　off；　remember？　It　was　laying　in　the　ditch　and　his　eyes　were　full　of　mud。　What　a　fuckarow！　I　mean；　Jesus…Christ…bananas。'
　　　　Oh　my　God；　Jonesy　thought；　as　it　came　back　to　him　…　the　one　thing　about　that　first　hunting　trip　to　Hole　in　the　Wall　that　he　had　forgotten　。　。　。　or　suppressed。　Had　all　of　them　suppressed　it？　Maybe　so。　Probably　so。　Because　over　the　years　since；　they　had　talked　about　everything　in　their　childhoods；　all　those　shared　memories　。　。　。　except　that　one。
　　　　His　head　was　qff。　。　。　his　eyes　were　full　of　mud。
　　　　Something　had　happened　to　them　then；　something　that　had　to　do　with　what　was　happening　to　him　now。
　　　　If　only　I　knew　what　i