alistairmaclean.nightwithoutend-第23部分

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ss　Ross？〃
　
　She　came。　I　was　taking　no　chances　this　time；　so　I　carried　with　me　the　big　searchlight　with　its　portable　battery　and　another　torch；　and　gave　the　stewardess　an　armful　of　bamboos。　When　we　had　reached　the　top　of　the　hatchway　steps　she　waited　for　me　to　lead　the　way；　but　I　told　her　to　walk　in　front。　I　wanted　to　watch　her　hands。
　
　The　snow　was　easing　now；　the　wind　dropping　and　visibility　just　a　little　improved。　We　walked　the　length　of　the　antenna　line；　angled　off　a　little　way　north　of　east；　setting　down　an　occasional　bamboo；　and　were　at　the　plane　within　ten　minutes　of　leaving　the　cabin。
　
　〃Right；〃　I　said。　〃You　first；　Miss　Ross。　Up　you　go。〃
　
　〃Up？〃　She　turned　towards　me；　and　though　the　big　searchlight　lying　on　the　ground　was　no　help　in　letting　me　see　the　expression　of　her　face；　the　puzzled　tone　of　her　voice　was　exactly　right。　〃How？〃
　
　〃Same　way　as　you　did　before；〃　I　said　harshly。　My　anger　was　almost　out　of　control　now；　I　couldn't　have　restrained　myself　any　longer。　〃Jump　for　it。〃
　
　〃The　same　way…〃　She　stopped　in　mid…sentence　and　stared　at　me。　〃What　do　you　mean？〃　Her　voice　was　only　a　whisper。
　
　〃Jump　for　it；〃　I　said　implacably。
　
　She　turned　away　slowly　and　jumped。　Her　fingers　didn't　e　within　six　inches　of　the　sill。　She　tried　again；　got　no　nearer；　and　on　her　third　attempt　I　boosted　her　so　that　her　hands　hooked　over　the　sill。　She　hung　there　for　a　moment；　then　pulled　herself　up　a　few　inches；　cried　out　and　fell　heavily　to　the　ground。　Slowly；　dazedly　she　picked　herself　up　and　looked　at　me。　A　splendid　performance。
　
　〃I　can't　do　it；〃　she　said　huskily。　〃You　can　see　I　can't。　What　are　you　trying　to　do　to　me？　What's　wrong？〃　I　didn't　answer；　and　she　rushed　on。　〃I…I'm　not　staying　here。　I'm　going　back　to　the　cabin。〃
　
　〃Later。〃　I　caught　her　arm　roughly　as　she　made　to　move　away。　〃Stand　there　where　I　can　watch　you。〃　I　jumped　up；　wriggled　inside　the　control　cabin；　reached　down　and　pulled　her　up　after　me；　none　too　gently；　and　without　a　word　I　led　her　straight　into　the　galley。
　
　〃The　Mickey　Finn　dispensary；〃　I　observed。　〃An　ideal　quiet　spot　it　is；　too。〃　She　had　her　mask　off　now；　and　I　held　up　my　hand　to　forestall　her　as　she　opened　her　mouth　to　speak。　〃Dope；　Miss　Ross。　But　of　course　you　wouldn't　know　what　I'm　talking　about。〃
　
　She　stared　at　me　unblinkingly；　made　no　answer。
　
　〃You　were　sitting　here　when　the　plane　crashed；〃　I　went　on。　〃Possibly　on　this　little　stool　here？　Right？〃
　
　She　nodded；　again　without　speaking。
　
　〃And；　of　course；　were　flung　against　this　front　bulkhead　here。　Tell　me；　Miss　Ross；　where's　the　metal　projection　that　tore　this　hole　in　your　back？〃
　
　She　stared　at　the　lockers；　then　looked　slowly　back　to　me。
　
　〃Is…is　that　why　you've　brought　me　here…〃
　
　〃Where　is　it？〃　I　demanded。
　
　〃I　don't　know。〃　She　shook　her　head　from　side　to　side　and　took　a　backward　step。　〃What　does　it　matter？　And…and　dope…what　is　the　matter？　Please。〃
　
　I　took　her　arm　without　a　word　and　led　her　through　to　the　radio　cabin。　I　trained　the　torch　beam　on　to　the　top　of　the　radio　cabinet。
　
　〃Blood；　Miss　Ross。　And　some　navy　blue　fibres。　The　blood　from　the　cut　on　your　back；　the　fibres　from　your　tunic。　Here's　where　you　were　sitting…or　standing…when　the　plane　crashed。　Pity　it　caught　you　off　balance。　But　at　least　you　managed　to　retain　your　hold　on　your　gun。〃　She　was　gazing　at　me　now　with　sick　eyes；　and　her　face　was　a　mask　carved　from　white　papiermache。　〃Missed　your　cue；　Miss　Ross…your　next　line　of　dialogue　was　'What　gun？'。　I'll　tell　you…the　one　you　had　lined　up　on　the　second　officer。　Pity　you　hadn't　killed　him　then；　isn't　it？　But　you　made　a　good　job　of　it　later。　Smothering　makes　such　a　much　less　messy　job；　doesn't　it？〃
　
　〃Smothering？〃　She　had　to　try　three　times　before　she　got　the　word　out。
　
　〃On　cue；　on　time；〃　I　approved。　〃Smothering。　When　you　murdered　the　second　officer　in　the　cabin　last　night。〃
　
　〃You're　mad；〃　she　whispered。　Her　lips；　startlingly　red　against　the　ashen　face；　were　parted　and　the　brown　eyes；　enormous　with　fear　and　sick　despair。　〃You're　mad；〃　she　repeated　unsteadily。
　
　〃Crazy　as　a　loon；〃　I　agreed。　Again　I　caught　her　arm；　pulled　her　out　on　to　the　flight　deck　and　trained　my　flashlight　on　the　captain's　back。　〃You　wouldn't；　of　course；　know　anything　about　this　either。〃　I　leaned　forward；　jerked　up　the　jacket　to　expose　the　bullet　hole　in　the　back；　then　stumbled　and　all　but　fell　as　she　gave　a　long　sigh　and　crumpled　against　me。　Instinctively　I　caught　her；　lowered　her　to　the　floor；　cursed　myself　for　having　fallen　for　the　fainting　routine　even　for　a　second；　and　ruthlessly　stabbed　a　stiff　couple　of　fingers　into　the　solar　plexus；　just　below　the　breastbone。
　
　There　was　no　reaction；　just　no　reaction　at　all。　The　faint　had　been　as　genuine　as　ever　a　faint　can　be　and　she　was　pletely　unconscious。
　
　The　next　few　minutes；　while　I　sat　beside　her　on　the　front　seat　of　the　plane　waiting　for　her　to　recover　consciousness；　were　some　of　the　worst　I　have　ever　gone　through。　Self…reproach　is　a　hopeless　word　to　describe　the　way　I　swore　at　myself　for　my　folly；　my　utter　stupidity　and　unforgivable　blindness；　above　all　for　the　brutality；　the　calculated　cruelty　with　which　I'd　treated　this　poor；　crumpled　young　girl　by　my　side。　Especially　the　cruelty　in　the　past　few　minutes。　Perhaps　there　had　been　excuse　enough　for　my　earlier　suspicions；　but　there　was　none　for　my　latest　actions：　if　I　hadn't　been　so　consumed　by　anger；　so　utterly　sure　of　myself　so　that　the　possibility　of　doubt　never　had　a　chance　to　enter　my　mind；　if　my　mind　hadn't　been　concentrated；　to　the　exclusion　of　all　else；　on　the　exposure　of　her　guilt；　I　should　have　known　at　least　that　it　couldn't　have　been　she　who　had　jumped　down　from　the　control　cabin　half　an　hour　ago　when　I　had　rushed　up　the　aisle；　for　the　simple　but　sufficient　reason　that　she　had　been　incapable　of　getting　up　there　in　the　first　place。　Quite　apart　from　her　injury；　I　should　have　been　doctor　enough　to　know　that　the　arms　and　shoulders　I　had　seen　while　attending　to　her　back　that　evening　weren't　built　for　the　acrobatic　performance　necessary　to　swing　oneself　up　and　through　the　smashed　windscreen。　That　had　been　no　act　she　had　put　on　when　she　had　fallen　back　into　the　snow；　I　could　see　that　clearly　now；　but　I　should　have　seen　it　then。
　
　I　still　hadn't　got　beyond　the　stage　of　calling　myself　by　every　name　I　could　think　of　when　she　stirred；　sighed　and　straightened　in　the　crook　of　the　arm　with　which　I　was　supporting　her。　Her　eyes　opened　slowly；　focused　themselves　on　me；　and　I　could　feel　the　pressure　on　my　forearm　as　she　shrank　away。
　
　〃It's　all　right；　Miss　Ross；〃　I　urged　her。　〃Please　don't　be　afraid。　I'm　not　mad…really　I'm　not…just　the　biggest　blundering　half…witted　idiot　you're　ever　likely　to　meet　in　all　the　rest　of　your　days。　I'm　sorry；　I'm　most　terribly　sorry　for　all　I've　said；　for　all　I've　done。　Do　you　think　you　can　ever　forgive　me？〃
　
　I　don't　think　she　heard　a　word　I　said。　Maybe　the　tone　of　my　voice　gave　her　some　reassurance；　but　it　was　impossible　to　tell。　She　shuddered；　violently；　and　twisted　her　head　to　look　in　the　direction　of　the　flight　deck。
　
　〃Murder！〃　The　word　was　so　low　that　I　could　hardly　catch　it。　Suddenly　her　voice　became　high…pitched；　unsteady。　〃He's　been　murdered！　Who…who　killed　him？〃
　
　〃Now　take　it　easy；　Miss　Ross。〃　My　heavens；　I　thought；　of　all　the　fatuous　advice。　〃I　don't　know。　All　I　know　is　that　you　had　nothing　to　do　with　it。〃
　
　〃No。〃　She　shook　her　head　tiredly。　〃I　don't　believe　it。　I　can't　believe　it。　Captain　Johnson。　Why　should　anyone…he　hadn't　an　enemy　in　the　world；　Dr　Mason！〃
　
　〃Maybe　Colonel　Harrison　hadn't　an　enemy　either。〃　I　nodded　towards　the　rear　of　the　plane。　〃But　they　got　him　too。〃
　
　She　stared　down　the　plane；　her　eyes　wide　with　horror；　her　lips　moving　as　if　to　speak；　but　no　sound　came。
　
　〃They　got　him　too；'I　repeated。　〃Just　as　they　got　the　captain。　Just　as　they　got　the　second　officer…and　the　flight　engineer。〃
　
　〃They？〃　she　whispered。　〃They？〃
　
　〃Whoever　it　was。　I　only　know　it　wasn't　you。〃
　
　〃No；〃　she　whispered。　Again　she　shuddered；　even　more　uncontrollably　than　before；　and　I　tightened　my　arm　round　her。　〃I'm　frightened；　Dr　Mason。　I'm　frightened。〃
　
　〃There's　nothing…〃　I'd　st