sk.theshining-第59部分
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The shelves were totally bare。 But now； lit only murkily by the light which filtered through from the dining room （which was itself only dimly lit because of the snow blocking the windows）； he thought he saw ranks and ranks of bottles twinkling mutedly behind the bar； and syphons； and even beer dripping from the spigots of all three highly polished taps。 Yes； he could even smell beer； that damp and fermented and yeasty odor； no different from the smell that had hung finely misted around his father's face every night when he came home from work。
Eyes widening； he fumbled for the wall switch； and the low； intimate bar… lighting came on； circles of twenty…watt bulbs emplanted on the tops of the three wagon…wheel chandeliers overhead。
The shelves were all empty。 They had not even as yet gathered a good coat of dust。 The beer taps were dry； as were the chrome drains beneath them。 To his left and right； the velvet…upholstered booths stood like men with high backs； each one designed to give a maximum of privacy to the couple inside。 Straight ahead； across the red…carpeted floor； forty barstools stood around the horseshoe…shaped bar。 Each stool was upholstered in leather and embossed with cattle brands…Circle H； Bar D Bar （that was fitting）； Rocking W； Lazy B。
He approached it； giving his head a little shake of bewilderment as he did so。
It was like that day on the playground when 。 。 。 but there was no sense in thinking about that。 Still he could have sworn he had seen those bottles； vaguely； it was true； the way you see the darkened shapes of furniture in a room where the curtains have been drawn。 Mild glints on glass。 The only thing that remained was that smell of beer； and Jack knew that was a smell that faded into the woodwork of every bar in the world after a certain period of time； not to be eradicated by any cleaner invented。 Yet the smell here seemed sharp 。 。 。 almost fresh。
He sat down on one of the stools and propped his elbows on the bar's leather… cushioned edge。 At his left hand was a bowl for peanuts…now empty； of course。
The first bar he'd been in for nineteen months and the damned thing was dry…just his luck。 All the same； a bitterly powerful wave of nostalgia swept over him； and the physical craving for a drink seemed to work itself up from his belly to his throat to his mouth and nose； shriveling and wrinkling the tissues as it went； making them cry out for something wet and long and cold。
He glanced at the shelves again in wild； irrational hope but the shelves were just as empty as before。 He grinned in pain and frustration。 His fists； clenching slowly； made minute scratchings on the bar's leather…padded edge。
〃Hi； Lloyd；〃 he said。 〃A little slow tonight； isn't it？〃 Lloyd said it was。 Lloyd asked him what it would be。
〃Now I'm really glad you asked me that；〃 Jack said； 〃really glad。 Because I happen to have two twenties and two tens in my wallet and I was afraid they'd be sitting there until sometime next April。 There isn't a Seven…Eleven around here； would you believe it？ And I thought they had Seven…Elevens on the fucking moon。〃 Lloyd sympathized。
〃So here's what；〃 Jack said。 〃You set me up an even twenty martinis。 An even twenty； just like that； kazang。 One for every month I've been on the wagon and one to grow on。 You can do that； can't you？ You aren't too busy？〃 Lloyd said he wasn't busy at all。
〃Good man。 You line those martians up right along the bar and I'm going to take them down； one by one。 White man's burden； Lloyd my man。〃 Lloyd turned to do the job。 Jack reached into his pocket for his money clip and came out with an Excedrin bottle instead。 His money clip was on the bedroom bureau； and of course his skinny…shanks wife had locked him out of the bedroom。
Nice going； Wendy。 You bleeding bitch。
〃I seem to be momentarily light；〃 Jack said。 〃How's my credit in this joint； anyhow？〃 Lloyd said his credit was fine。
〃That's super。 I like you； Lloyd。 You were always the best of them。 Best damned barkeep between Barre and Portland； Maine。 Portland； Oregon； for that matter。〃 Lloyd thanked him for saying so。
Jack thumped the cap from his Excedrin bottle； shook two tablets out； and flipped them into his mouth。 The familiar acid…pelling taste flooded in。
He had a sudden sensation that people were watching him； curiously and with some contempt。 The booths behind him were full…there were graying； distinguished men and beautiful young girls； all of them in costume； watching this sad exercise in the dramatic arts with cold amusement。
Jack whirled on his stool。
The booths were all empty； stretching away from the lounge door to the left and right； the line on his left cornering to flank the bar's horseshoe curve down the short length of the room。 Padded leather seats and backs。 Gleaming dark Formica tables； an ashtray on each one； a book of matches in each ashtray； the words Colorado Lounge stamped on each in gold leaf above the batwing…door logo。
He turned back； swallowing the rest of the dissolving Excedrin with a grimace。
〃Lloyd； you're a wonder；〃 he said。 〃Set up already。 Your speed is only exceeded by the soulful beauty of your Neapolitan eyes。 Salud。〃 Jack contemplated the twenty imaginary drinks； the martini glasses blushing droplets of condensation； each with a swizzle poked through a plump green olive。
He could almost smell gin on the air。
〃The wagon；〃 he said。 〃Have you ever been acquainted with a gentleman who has hopped up on the wagon？〃 Lloyd allowed as how he had met such men from time to time。
〃Have you ever renewed acquaintances with such a man after he hopped back off？
〃 Lloyd could not； in all honesty； recall。
〃You never did； then；〃 Jack said。 He curled his hand around the first drink； carried his fist to his mouth； which was open； and turned his fist up。 He swallowed and then tossed the imaginary glass over his shoulder。 The people were back again； fresh from their costume ball； studying him； laughing behind their hands。 He could feel them。 If the backbar had featured a mirror instead of those damn stupid empty shelves； he could have seen them。 Let them stare。 Fuck them。
Let anybody stare who wanted to stare。
〃No； you never did；〃 he told Lloyd。 〃Few men ever return from the fabled Wagon； but those who do e with a fearful tale to tell。 When you jump on； it seems like the brightest； cleanest Wagon you ever saw； with ten…foot wheels to keep the bed of it high out of the gutter where all the drunks are laying around with their brown bags and their Thunderbird and their Granddad Flash's Popskull Bourbon。 You're away from all the people who throw you nasty looks and tell you to clean up your act or go put it on in another town。 From the gutter； that's the finest…lookin Wagon you ever saw； Lloyd my boy。 All hung with bunting and a brass band in front and three majorettes to each side； twirling their batons and flashing their panties at you。 Man； you got to get on that Wagon and away from the juicers that are straining canned heat and smelling their own puke to get high again and poking along the gutter for butts with half an inch left below the filter。〃 He drained two more imaginary drinks and tossed the glasses back over his shoulder。 He could almost hear them smashing on the floor。 And goddam if he wasn't starting to feel high。 It was the Excedrin。
〃So you climb up；〃 he told Lloyd。 〃and ain't you glad to be there。 My God yes； that's affirmative。 That Wagon is the biggest and best float in the whole parade； and everybody is lining the streets and clapping and cheering and waving； all for you。 Except for the winos passed out in the gutter。 Those guys used to be your friends； but that's all behind you now。〃 He carried his empty fist to his mouth and sluiced down another…four down； sixteen to go。 Making excellent progress。 He swayed a little on the stool。 Let em stare； if that was how they got off。 Take a picture； folks； it'll last longer。
〃Then you start to see things； Lloydy…my…boy。 Things you missed from the gutter。 Like how the floor of the Wagon is nothing but straight pine boards； so fresh they're still bleeding sap； and if you took your shoes off you'd be sure to ge
