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and。 He crossed to the Colorado Lounge and shoved through the batwing doors； making them fly back and bang into the walls。
The place was empty 。 。 。 but the bar was fully stocked：。 God be praised！
Glass and the silver edging on labels glowed warmly in the dark。
Once； he remembered； a very long time ago； he had been angry that there was no backbar mirror。 Now he was glad。 Looking into it he would have seen just another drunk fresh off the wagon： bloody nose； untucked shirt； hair rumpled； cheeks stubbly。
（This is what it's like to stick your whole hand into the nest。） Loneliness surged over him suddenly and pletely。 He cried out with sudden wretchedness and honestly wished he were dead。 His wife and son were upstairs with the door locked against him。 The others bad all left。 The party was over。
He lurched forward again； reaching the bar。
〃Lloyd； where the fuck are you？〃 he screamed。
There was no answer。 In this well…padded （cell） room； his words did not even echo back to give the illusion of pany。
〃Grady！〃 No answer。 Only the bottles； standing stiffly at attention。
（Roll over。 Play dead。 Fetch。 Play dead。 Sit up。 Play dead。）
〃Never mind； I'll do it myself； goddammit。〃 Halfway over the bar he lost his balance and pitched forward； hitting his head a muffled blow on the floor。 He got up on his hands and knees； his eyeballs moving disjointed from side to side； fuzzy muttering sounds ing from his mouth。 Then he collapsed； his face turned to one side； breathing in harsh snores。
Outside； the wind whooped louder； driving the thickening snow before it。 It was 8：30 A。M。
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STAPLETON AIRPORT； DENVER
At 8：31 A。M。； MST； a woman on TWA's Flight 196 burst into tears and began to bugle her own opinion； which was perhaps not unshared among some of the other passengers （or even the crew； for that matter）； that the plane was going to crash。
The sharp…faced woman next to Hallorann looked up from her book and offered a brief character analysis： 〃Ninny；〃 and went back to her book。 She had downed two screwdrivers during the flight； but they seemed not to have thawed her at all。
〃It's going to crash！〃 the woman was crying out shrilly。 〃Oh； I just know it is！〃 A stewardess hurried to her seat and squatted beside her。 Hallorann thought to himself that only stewardesses and very young housewives seemed able to squat with any degree of grace； it was a rare and wonderful talent。 He thought about this while the stewardess talked softly and soothingly to the woman； quieting her bit by bit。
Hallorann didn't know about anyone else on 196； but he personally was almost scared enough to shit peachpits。 Outside the window there was nothing to be seen but a buffeting curtain of white。 The plane rocked sickeningly from side to side with gusts that seemed to e from everywhere。 The engines were cranked up to provide partial pensation and as a result the floor was vibrating under their feet。 There were several people moaning in Tourist behind them； one stew had gone back with a handful of fresh airsick bags； and a man three rows in front of Hallorann had whoopsed into his National Observer and had grinned apologetically at the stewardess who came to help him clean up。 〃That's all right；〃 she forted him； 〃that's how I feel about the Reader's Digest。〃 Hallorann had flown enough to be able to surmise what had happened。 They had been flying against bad headwinds most of the way； the weather over Denver had worsened suddenly and unexpectedly； and now it was just a little late to divert for someplace where the weather was better。 Feets don't fail me now。
（Buddy…boy； this is some fucked…up cavalry charge。） The stewardess seemed to have succeeded in curbing the worst of the woman's hysterics。 She was snuffling and honking into a lace handkerchief； but had ceased broadcasting her opinions about the flight's possible conclusion to the cabin at large。 The stew gave her a final pat on the shoulder and stood up just as the 747 gave its worst lurch yet。 The stewardess stumbled backward and landed in the lap of the man who had whoopsed into his paper； exposing a lovely length of nyloned thigh。 The man blinked and then patted her kindly on the shoulder。
She smiled back； but Hallorann thought the strain was showing。 It had been one hell of a hard flight this morning。
There was a little ping as the No SMOKING light reappeared。
〃This is the captain speaking；〃 a soft； slightly southern voice informed them。
〃We're ready to begin our descent to Stapleton International Airport。 It's been a rough flight； for which I apologize。 The landing may be a bit rough also； but we anticipate no real difficulty。 Please observe the FASTEN SEAT BELTS and NO SMOKING signs； and we hope you enjoy your stay in the Denver metro area。 And we also hope…〃 Another hard bump rocked the plane and then dropped her with a sickening elevator plunge。 Hallorann's stomach did a queasy hornpipe。 Several people…not all women by any means…screamed。
〃…that we'll see you again on another TWA flight real soon。〃
〃Not bloody likely；〃 someone behind Hallorann said。
〃So silly；〃 the sharp…faced woman next to Hallorann remarked； putting a matchbook cover into her book and shutting it as the plane began to descend。
〃When one has seen the horrors of a dirty little war 。 。 。 as you have 。 。 。 or sensed the degrading immorality of CIA dollar…diplomacy intervention 。 。 。 as I have 。 。 。 a rough landing pales into insignificance。 Am I right； Mr。 Hallorann？
〃
〃As rain； ma'am；〃 he said； and looked bleakly out into the wildly blowing snow。
〃How is your steel plate reacting to all of this； if I might inquire？〃
〃Oh； my head's fine；〃 Hallorann said。 〃It's just my stomach that's a mite queasy。〃
〃A shame。〃 She reopened her book。
As they descended through the impenetrable clouds of snow； Hallorann thought of a crash that had occurred at Boston's Logan Airport a few years ago。 The conditions had been similar； only fog instead of snow had reduced visibility to zero。 The plane had caught its undercarriage on a retaining wall near the end of the landing strip。 What had been left of the eighty…nine people aboard hadn't looked much different from a Hamburger Helper casserole。
He wouldn't mind so much if it was just himself。 He was pretty much alone in the world now； and attendance at his funeral would be mostly held down to the people he had worked with and that old renegade Masterton； who would at least drink to him。 But the boy 。 。 。 the boy was depending on him。 He was maybe all the help that child could expect； and he didn't like the way the boy's last call had been snapped off。 He kept thinking of the way those hedge animals had seemed to move 。 。 。
A thin white hand appeared over his。
The woman with the sharp face had taken off her glasses。 Without them her features seemed much softer。
〃It will be all right；〃 she said。
Hallorann made a smile and nodded。
As advertised the plane came down hard； reuniting with the earth forcefully enough to knock most of the magazines out of the rack at the front and to send plastic trays cascading out of the galley like oversized playing cards。 No one screamed； but Hallorann heard several sets of teeth clicking violently together like gypsy castanets。
Then the turbine engines rose to a howl； braking the plane； and as they dropped in volume the pilot's soft southern voice； perhaps not pletely steady； came over the inter system。 〃Ladies and gentlemen； we have landed at Stapleton Airport。 Please remain in your seats until the plane has e to a plete stop at the terminal。 Thank you。〃 The woman beside Hallorann closed her book and uttered a long sigh。 〃We live to fight another day； Mr。 Hallorann。〃
〃Ma'am； we aren't done with this one； yet。〃
〃True。 Very true。 Would you care to have a drink in the lounge with me？〃
〃I would； but I have an appointment to keep。〃
〃Pressing？〃
〃Very pressing；〃 Hallorann said gravely。
〃Something that will improve the general situation in some small way； I hope。〃
〃I hope so too；〃 Hallorann said； and smiled。 She smiled back at him； ten years dropping silently from her
