sk.theshining-第91部分
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A wave of despair struck through her at the thought and she had to stop halfway down the stairs and hold the railing； afraid her knees would buckle。
（Admit it。 It isn't just Jack； he's just the one solid thing in all of this you can hang the other things on； the things you can't believe and yet are being forced to believe； that thing about the hedges； the party favor in the elevator； the mask） She tried to stop the thought but it was too late。
（and the voices。） Because from time to time it had not seemed that there was a solitary crazy man below them； shouting at and holding conversations with the phantoms in his own crumbling mind。 From time to time； like a radio signal fading in and out； she had heard…or thought she had…other voices； and music； and laughter。 At one moment she would hear Jack holding a conversation with someone named Grady （the name was vaguely familiar to her but she made no actual connection）； making statements and asking questions into silence； yet speaking loudly； as if to make himself heard over a steady background racket。 And then； eerily； other sounds would be there； seeming to slip into places…a dance band； people clapping； a man with an amused yet authoritative voice who seemed to be trying to persuade somebody to make a speech。 For a period of thirty seconds to a minute she would hear this； long enough to grow faint with terror； and then it would be gone again and she would only hear Jack； talking in that manding yet slightly slurred way she remembered as his drunk…speak voice。 But there was nothing in the hotel to drink except cooking sherry。 Wasn't that right？ Yes； but if she could imagine that the hotel was full of voices and music； couldn't Jack imagine that he was drunk？
She didn't like that thought。 Not at all。
Wendy reached the lobby and looked around。 The velvet rope that had cordoned off the ballroom had been taken down； the steel post it had been clipped to had been knocked over； as if someone had carelessly bumped it going by。 Mellow white light fell through the open door onto the lobby rug from the ballroom's high； narrow windows。 Heart thumping； she went to the open ballroom doors and looked in。 It was empty and silent； the only sound that curious subaural echo that seems to linger in all large rooms； from the largest cathedral to the smallest hometown bingo parlor。
She went back to the registration desk and stood undecided for a moment； listening to the wind howl outside。 It was the worst storm so far； and it was still building up force。 Somewhere on the west side a shutter latch had broken and the shutter banged back and forth with a steady flat cracking sound； like a shooting gallery with only one customer。
（Jack； you really should take care of that。 Before something gets in。） What would she do if he came at her right now； she wondered。 If he should pop up from behind the dark； varnished registration desk with its pile of triplicate forms and its little silver…plated bell； like some murderous jack…in…the…box； pun intended； a grinning jack…in…the…box with a cleaver in one hand and no sense at all left behind his eyes。 Would she stand frozen with terror； or was there enough of the primal mother in her to fight him for her son until one of them was dead？ She didn't know。 The very thought made her sickmade her feel that her whole life had been a long and easy dream to lull her helplessly into this waking nightmare。 She was soft。 When trouble came； she slept。 Her past was unremarkable。 She had never been tried in fire。 Now the trial was upon her； not fire but ice； and she would not be allowed to sleep through this。 Her son was waiting for her upstairs。
Clutching the haft of the knife tighter； she peered over the desk。
Nothing there。
Her relieved breath escaped her in a long； hitching sigh。
She put the gate up and went through； pausing to glance into the inner office before going in herself。 She fumbled through the next door for the bank of kitchen light switches； coldly expecting a hand to close over hers at any second。 Then the fluorescents were ing on with minuscule ticking and humming sounds and she could see Mr。 Hallorann's kitchen…her kitchen now； for better or worse…pale green tiles； gleaming Formica； spotless porcelain； glowing chrome edgings。 She had promised him she would keep his kitchen clean； and she had。 She felt as if it was one of Danny's safe places。 Dick Hallorann's presence seemed to enfold and fort her。 Danny had called for Mr。 Hallorann； and upstairs； sitting next to Danny in fear as her husband ranted and raved below； that had seemed like the faintest of all hopes。 But standing here； in Mr。 Hallorann's place； it seemed almost possible。 Perhaps he was on his way now； intent on getting to them regardless of the storm。 Perhaps it was so。
She went across to the pantry； shot the bolt back； and stepped inside。 She got a can of tomato soup and closed the pantry door again； and bolted it。 The door was tight against the floor。 If you kept it bolted； you didn't have to worry about rat or mouse droppings in the rice or flour or sugar。
She opened the can and dropped the slightly jellied contents into a saucepan… plop。 She went to the refrigerator and got milk and eggs for the omelet。 Then to the walk…in freezer for cheese。 All of these actions； so mon and so much a part of her life before the Overlook had been a part of her life； helped to calm her。
She melted butter in the frying pan； diluted the soup with milk； and then poured the beaten eggs into the pan。
A sudden feeling that someone was standing behind her； reaching for her throat。
She wheeled around； clutching the knife。 No one there。
（！ Get ahold of yourself； girl！） She grated a bowl of cheese from the block； added it to the omelet； flipped it； and turned the gas ring down to a bare blue flame。 The soup was hot。 She put the pot on a large tray with silverware； two bowls； two plates； the salt and pepper shakers。 When the omelet had puffed slightly； Wendy slid it off onto one of the plates and covered it。
（Now back the way you came。 Turn off the kitchen lights。 Go through the inner office。 Through the desk gate； collect two hundred dollars。） She stopped on the lobby side of the registration desk and set the tray down beside the silver bell。 Unreality would stretch only so far； this was like some surreal game of hideand…seek。
She stood in the shadowy lobby； frowning in thought。
（Don't push the facts away this time； girl。 There are certain realities； as lunatic as this situation may seem。 One of them is that you may be the only responsible person left in this grotesque pile。 You have a five…going…on…six son to look out for。 And your husband； whatever has happened to him and no matter how dangerous he may be 。 。 。 maybe he's part of your responsibility； too。 And even if he isn't consider this： Today is December second。 You could be stuck up here another four months if a ranger doesn't happen by。 Even if they do start to wonder why they haven't heard from us on the CB； no one is going to e today 。
。 。 or tomorrow 。 。 。 maybe not for weeks。 Are you going to spend a month sneaking down to get meals with a knife in your pocket and jumping at every shadow？ Do you really think you can avoid Jack for a month？ Do you think you can keep Jack out of the upstairs quarters if he wants to get in？ He has the passkey and one hard kick would snap the bolt。） Leaving the tray on the desk； she walked slowly down to the dining room and looked in。 It was deserted。 There was one table with the chairs set up around it； the table they had tried eating at until the dining room's emptiness began to freak them out。
〃Jack？〃 she called hesitantly。
At that moment the wind rose in a gust； driving snow against the shutters； but it seemed to her that there had been something。 A muffled sort of groan。
〃Jack？〃 No returning sound this time； but her eyes fell on something beneath the batwing doors of the Colorado Lounge； something that gleamed faintly in the subdued light。 Jack's cigarette lighter。
Plucking up her courage； she crossed to the batwings and pushed them open。 The smell of gin was so strong that her breath snagged in her throat。 It wasn't
