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known on many earths that I had never trod； for shadows of myself had walked them； mimicking imperfectly my deeds and my thoughts。
〃No；〃 said Ganelon； 〃I never paid heed to the old stories。 I wonder if it could have been the same man； ruling here。 That is interesting。〃
〃Very；〃 I agreed； to keep my hand in things。 〃But if he ruled so long ago； surely he must be dead or decrepit by now。〃
〃He was a sorcerer；〃 said Lance。
〃The one I knew certainly was；〃 said Ganelon； 〃for he banished me from a land neither art nor artifice can discover now。〃
〃You never spoke of this before；〃 said Lance。 〃How did it occur？〃
〃None of your business；〃 said Ganelon； and Lance was silent once again。
I hauled out my own pipe … I had obtained one two days earlier … and Lance did the same。 It was a clay job and drew hot and hard。 We lit up； and the three of us sat there smoking。
〃Well； he did the smart thing；〃 said Ganelon。 〃Let's forget it now。〃
We did not； of course。 But we stayed away from the subject after that。
If it had not been for the dark thing behind us； it would have been quite pleasant； just sitting there； relaxing。 Suddenly； I felt close to the two of them。 I wanted to say something； but I could not think what。 Ganelon solved that by bringing up current business once more。
〃So you want to hit them before they hit us？〃 he said。
〃That's right；〃 I replied。 〃Take the fight to their home territory。〃
〃The trouble is that it is their home territory；〃 he said。 〃They know it better than we do now； and who knows what powers they might be able to call on there？〃
〃Kill the horned one and they will crumble；〃 I said。
〃Perhaps。 Perhaps not。 Maybe you could do it；〃 said Ganelon。 〃Unless I got lucky； though； I don't know whether I could。 He's too mean to die easily。 While I think I'm still as good a man as I was some years ago； I may be fooling myself。 Perhaps I've grown soft。 I never wanted this damn stay…at…home job！〃
〃I know；〃 I said。
〃I know；〃 said Lance。
〃Lance；〃 said Ganelon； 〃should we do as our friend here says？ Should we attack？〃
He could have shrugged and equivocated。 He did not。
〃Yes；〃 he said。 〃They almost had us last time。 It was very close the night King Uther died。 If we do not attack them now； I feel they may defeat us next time。 Oh； it would not be easy； and we would hurt them badly。 But I think they could do it。 Let us see what we can see now； then make our plans for an attack。〃
〃All right；〃 said Ganelon。 〃I am sick of waiting too。 Tell me that again after we return and I'll go along with it。〃 So we did that thing。
We rode north that afternoon； and we hid ourselves in the hills and looked down upon the Circle。 Within it； they worshiped； after their fashion； and they drilled。 I estimated around four thousand troops。 We had about twenty…five hundred。 They also had weird flying； hopping； crawling things that made noises in the night。 We had stout hearts。 Yeah。
All that I needed was a few minutes alone with their leader； and it would be decided； one way or another。 The whole thing。 I could not tell my panions that； but it was true。
You see； I was the party responsible for the whole thing down there。 I had done it； and it was up to me to undo it； if I could。
I was afraid that I could not。
In a fit of passion； pounded of rage； horror； and pain； I had unleashed this thing； and it was reflected somewhere in every earth in existence。 Such is the blood curse of a Prince of Amber。
We watched them all that night； the Wardens of the Circle； and in the morning we departed。
The verdict was； attack！
So we rode all the way back and nothing followed us。 When we reached the Keep of Ganelon； we fell to planning。 Our troops were ready … over…ready； perhaps … and we decided to strike within a fortnight。
***
As I lay with Lorraine； I told her of these things。 For I felt that she should know。 I possessed the power to spirit her away into Shadow … that very night； if she would agree。 She did not。
〃I'll stay with you；〃 she said。
〃Okay。〃
I did not tell her that I felt everything lay within my hands； but I have a feeling she knew and that for some reason she trusted me。 I would not have； but that was her affair。
〃You know how things might be；〃 I said。
〃I know；〃 she said； and I knew that she knew and that was it。
We turned our attention to other subjects； and later we slept。
***
She'd had a dream。
In the morning； she said to me； 〃I had a dream。〃
〃What about？〃 I asked。
〃The ing battle；〃 she told me。 〃I see you and the homed one locked in bat。〃
〃Who wins？〃
〃I don't know。 But as you slept； I did a thing that might help you。〃
〃I wish you had not；〃 I said。 〃I can take care of myself。〃
〃Then I dreamed of my own death； in this time。〃
〃Let me take you away to a place I know。〃
〃No； my place is here；〃 she told me。
〃I don't pretend to own you；〃 I said； 〃but I can save you from whatever you've dreamed。 That much lies within my power； believe me。〃
〃I do believe you； but I will not go。〃
〃You're a damned fool。〃
〃Let me stay。〃
〃As you wish。。。 Listen； I'll even send you to Cabra。。。〃
〃No。〃
〃You're a damned fool。〃
〃I know。 I love you。〃
〃。。。 And a stupid one。 The word is 'like。' Remember？〃
〃You'll do it；〃 she said。
〃Go to hell；〃 I said。
Then she wept； softly； until I forted her once again。
That was Lorraine。
Chapter 3
I thought back； one morning； upon all that had gone before。 I thought of my brothers and sisters as though they were playing cards； which I knew was wrong。 I thought back to the rest home where I had awakened； back to the battle for Amber； back to my walking the Pattern in Rebma； and back to that time with Moire； who just might be Eric's by now。 I thought of Bleys and of Random； Deirdre； Caine； Gerard； and Eric； that morning。 It was the morning of the battle； of course； and we were camped in the hills near the Circle。 We had been attacked several times along the way； but they had been brief； guerrilla affairs。 We had dispatched our assailants and continued。 When we reached the area we had decided upon； we made our camp； posted guards； and retired。 We slept undisturbed。 I awoke wondering whether my brothers and sisters thought of me as I thought of them。 It was a very sad thought。
In the privacy of a small grove； my helmet filled with soapy water； I shaved my beard。 Then I dressed； slowly； in my private and tattered colors。 I was as hard as stone； dark as soil； and mean as hell once more。 Today would be the day。 I donned my visor； put on chain mail； buckled my belt； and hung Grayswandir at my side。 Then I fastened my cloak at my neck with a silver rose and was discovered by a messenger who had been looking for me to tell me that things were about ready。
I kissed Lorraine； who had insisted on ing along。 Then I mounted my horse； a roan named Star； and rode off toward the front。
There I met with Ganelon and with Lance。 They said； 〃We are ready。〃
I called for my officers and briefed them。 They saluted； turned and rode away。 〃Soon；〃 said Lance； lighting his pipe。
〃How is your arm？〃
〃Fine； now；〃 he replied； 〃after that workout you gave it yesterday。 Perfect。〃 I opened my visor and lit my own pipe。
〃You've shaved your beard；〃 said Lance。 〃I cannot picture you without it。〃
〃The helm fits better this way；〃 I said。
〃Good fortune to us all；〃 said Ganelon。
〃I know no gods； but if any care to be with us； I wele them。〃
〃There is but one God；〃 said Lance。 〃I pray that He be with us。〃
〃Amen；〃 said Ganelon； lighting his pipe。 〃For today。〃
〃It will be ours；〃 said Lance。
〃Yes；〃 said I； as the sun stirred the east and the birds of morning the air； 〃it has that feel to it。〃
We emptied our pipes when we had finished and tucked them away at our belts。 Then we secured ourselves with final tightenings and claspings of our armor and Ganelon said； 〃Let us be about it。〃
My officers reported back to me。 My sections were ready。
We filed down the hillside； and we assembled outside the Circle。 Nothing stirred within it； and no troops were visible。
〃I wonder about Corwin；〃 Ganelon said to me。
〃He is with us；〃 I told him； and he looked at me strangel
