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and all but threw me forward so that I landed with my hands on the marble steps before the throne。
〃The other blood drinkers were shocked by his behavior。 I heard a low laugh from my Maker。 But my eyes were on the King and the Queen。
〃I saw that the Queen had moved her hand again； opening her fingers； and though her eyes never changed； the beckoning gesture was certain。
〃 'From her neck；' said my Maker。 'Don't be afraid。 She never destroys those whom she beckons。 Do as I say。' And I did。
〃I drank as much from her as I was able to drink。 And mark my words； Marius； this was over three hundred years before the Elder ever put the Mother and Father in the Great Fire。 And I was to drink from her more than once。 Heed my words； more than once； long before you ever came to Alexandria； long before you took our King and Queen。〃
She raised her dark black eyebrows slightly as she looked at me； as though she wanted me to understand her point most keenly。 She was very very strong。
〃But Eudoxia； when I did e to Alexandria；〃 I answered her。 〃When I came in search of the Mother and Father； and to discover who had put them in the sun； you weren't there in the temple。 You weren't in Alexandria。 At least you didn't make yourself known to me。〃
〃No；〃 she said； 〃I was in the city of Ephesus where I had gone with another blood drinker whom the Fire destroyed。 Or I should say； I was making my way home to Alexandria； to find the reason for the Fire； and to drink of the healing fount； when you took the Mother and Father away。〃
She gave me a delicate but cold smile。
〃Can you imagine my anguish when I discovered that the Elder was dead and the temple was empty？ When the few survivors of the temple told me that a Roman named Marius had e and stolen our King and Queen？〃
I said nothing； but her resentment was plain。 Her face displayed its human emotions。 A shimmer of blood tears rose in her round dark eyes；
〃Time has healed me； Marius；〃 she said； 〃because I contain a great deal of the Queen's blood； and was from the moment of my making very strong。 Indeed； the Great Fire only turned me a dark brown color； with small pain。 But if you hadn't taken Akasha away from Alexandria； she would have let me drink her blood again； and I would have been healed quickly。 It would not have taken so long。〃
〃And would you drink the Queen's blood now； Eudoxia？ 〃 I asked。 〃Is that what you mean to do？ For surely you know why I did what I did。 Surely you know it was the Elder who put the Mother and the Father in the sun。〃
She didn't answer。 I couldn't tell whether this information surprised her or not。 She was perfectly concealed。 Then she said：
〃Do I need the blood now； Marius？ Look at me。 What do you see？〃
I hesitated to answer。 Then I did：
〃No； you don't need it； Eudoxia；〃 I said。 〃Unless such blood is always a blessing。〃
She looked at me for a long moment and then she nodded her head slowly； almost drowsily and her dark eyebrows came together in a small frown。
〃Always a blessing？〃 she asked； repeating my words。 〃I don't know if it is always a blessing。〃
〃Will you tell me more of your story？ What happened after you first drank from Akasha？ After your Maker went his way？〃 I put these questions gently。 〃Did you reside in the temple once your Maker had left？〃
This seemed to give her the moment of recollection that she required。
〃No； I didn't remain there；〃 she said。 〃Though the priests coaxed me； telling me wild stories of old worship； and that the Mother was imperishable； save from the sunlight； and should she ever burn； so would we all。 There was one among them who made quite a point of this warning； as though the prospect tantalized him…。〃
〃The Elder；〃 I said； 〃who eventually sought to prove it。〃
〃Yes；〃 she said。 〃But to me he was no Elder； and I did not heed his words。
〃I went out； free of my Maker； and； left with his house and his treasure； I decided upon another way of life。 Of course the temple priestsoften came to me and harried me that I was profane and reckless； but as they did no more than that； I paid them no heed。
〃I could easily pass for human then； especially if I covered my skin with certain oils。〃 She sighed。 〃And I was used to passing for a young man。 It was a simple matter for me to make a fine household； to acquire good clothes； that is； to pass from poor to rich in a matter of nights。
〃I gave out word in the schools and in the marketplace that I could write letters for people； and that I could copy books； and all this by night when the other copyists had quit and gone home。 And arranging a big study in my house； with plenty of light； I set to doing this for human beings； and this was how I came to know them； and came to know what the teachers were teaching by day。
〃What an agony it was that I couldn't hear the great philosophers who held forth in the daylight hours； but I did very well with this nocturnal occupation； and I had what I wanted； the warm voices of humans speaking to me。 I befriended mortals。 And on many an evening my house was filled with banqueting guests。
〃I learned of the world from students； poets； soldiers。 In the small hours； I slipped into the great library of Alexandria； a place that you should have visited； Marius。 It is a wonder that you passed over such a treasure house of books。 I did not pass it over。〃
She paused。 Her face was horridly blank； and I knew it was from an excess of emotion。 She did not look at any of us。
〃Yes； I understand this；〃 I said； 〃I understand it very very deeply。 I feel the same need for mortal voices near me； for mortals smiling on me as though I were their own。〃
〃I know your loneliness；〃 she said in a rather hard voice。 And for the first time I had the feeling that the passing expressions on her face were hard as well； that her face was nothing but a beautiful shell for a disturbed soul inside her； of which I knew little from her words。
〃I lived well and for a long time in Alexandria；〃 she said。 〃What greater city was there？ And I believed as many blood drinkers do that knowledge alone would sustain me over the decades； that information could somehow stave off despair。〃
I was quite impressed with these words； but I didn't respond。
〃I should have remained in Alexandria；〃 she said； looking off； her voice low and suddenly full of regret。 〃I began to love a certain mortal； a young man who felt great love for me。 One night he made his love known to me； that he would give up all for me…his proposedmarriage； his family； all…if only I would go away with him to Ephesus； the place from which his family had e； and where he wanted to return。〃
She broke off as if she did not mean to go on。
〃It was such love；〃 she said； her words ing more slowly； 〃and all this while he believed that I was a young man。〃
I said nothing。
〃The night he declared his love； I revealed myself。 He was quite horrified by the pretense。 And I took my revenge。〃 She frowned as though she wasn't quite sure of the word。 〃Yes；〃 she said； 〃my revenge。〃
〃You made him a blood drinker；〃 I said softly。
〃Yes；〃 she said； still looking off as though she were back in those times。 〃I did； and by the most brutal and ungraceful force； and once that was done； he saw me with naked and loving eyes。〃
〃Loving eyes？〃 I repeated。
She looked pointedly at Avicus and then back to me。 Then she looked at Avicus again。
I took my measure of him。 I had always thought him rather splendid；
and assumed from his beauty that the Gods of the Grove were chosen for their beauty as well as their endurance； but I tried to see him as she saw him now。 His skin was golden now； rather than brown； and his thick black hair made a dignified frame for his unusually beguiling face。
I looked back to Eudoxia and saw with a little shock that she was looking at me。
〃He loved you again？〃 I asked； locking in immediately upon her story and its meaning。 〃He loved you even when the Blood flowed in his veins？〃
I could not even guess her inner thoughts。
She gave me a grave nod。 〃Yes； he loved me again；〃 she said。 〃And he had the new eyes of the Blood； and I was his
