sk.thewastelands-第28部分
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e； swinging back and forth in her swivel chair and playing with a lock of her hair。 The silver…plated bell stood on the desk beside her。 Jake waited until she swivelled away from the door and then hurried past。 Thirty seconds later he was emerging into the bright sunshine of a morning in late May。
I've gone truant； he thought。 Even his distraction did not keep him from being amazed at this unexpected development。 When I don't e back from the bathroom in five minutes or so； Ms。 Avery will send somebody to check 。 。 。 and then they'll know。 They'll all know that I've left school； gone truant。
He thought of the folder lying on his desk。
They'll read it and they'll think I'm crazy。 Fou。 Sure they will。 Of course。 Because I am。
Then another voice spoke。 It was； he thought； the voice of the man with the bombardier's eyes； the man who wore the two big guns slung low on his hips。 The voice was cold 。 。 。 but not without fort。
No； Jake； Roland said。 You're not crazy。 You're lost and scared； but you're not crazy and need fear neither your shadow in the morning striding behind you nor your shadow at evening rising to meet you。 Yow have to find your way back home； that's all。
〃But where do I go？〃 Jake whispered。 He stood on the sidewalk of Fifty…sixth Street between Park and Madison； watching the traffic bolt past。 A city bus snored by； laying a thin trail of acrid blue diesel smoke。 〃Where do I go？ Where's the fucking door？〃
But the voice of the gunslinger had fallen silent。
Jake turned left； in the direction of the East River； and began to walk blindly forward。 He had no idea where he was going…no idea at all。 He could only hope his feet would carry him to the right place 。 。 。 as they had carried him to the wrong one not long ago。
5
IT HAD HAPPENED THREE weeks earlier。
One could not say It all began three weeks earlier； because that gave the impression that there had been some sort of progression； and that wasn't right。 There had been a progression to the voices； to the violence with which each insisted on its own particular version of reality； but the rest of it had happened all at once。
He left home at eight o'clock to walk to school…he always walked when the weather was good； and the weather this May had been abso…lutely fine。 His father had left for the Network； his mother was still in bed； and Mrs。 Greta Shaw was in the kitchen； drinking coffee and reading her New York Post。
〃Goodbye； Greta；〃 he said。 〃I'm going to school now。〃
She raised a hand to him without looking up from the paper。 〃Have a good day； Johnny。〃
All according to routine。 Just another day in the life。
And so it had been for the next fifteen hundred seconds。 Then everything had changed forever。
He idled along； bookbag in one hand； lunch sack in the other； looking in the windows。 Seven hundred and twenty seconds from the end of his life as he had always known it； he paused to look in the window of Brendio's； where mannequins dressed in fur coats and Edwardian suits stood in stiff poses of conversation。 He was thinking only of going bowling that afternoon after school。 His average was 158； great for a kid who was only eleven。 His ambition was to some day be a bowler on the pro tour （and if his father had known this little factoid； he also would have hit the roof）。
Closing in now…closing in on the moment when his sanity would be suddenly eclipsed。
He crossed Thirty…ninth and there were four hundred seconds left。 Had to wait for the WALK light at Forty…first and there were two hundred and seventy。 Paused to look in the novelty shop on the corner of Fifth and Forty…second and there were a hundred and ninety。 And now； with just over three minutes left in his ordinary life； Jake Cham…bers walked beneath the unseen umbrella of that force which Roland called ka…tet。
An odd； uneasy feeling began to creep over him。 At first he thought it was a feeling of being watched； and then he realized it wasn't that at all 。。。 or not precisely that。 He felt that he had been here before； that he was reliving a dream he had mostly forgotten。 He waited for the feeling to pass； but it didn't。 It grew stronger； and now began to mix with a sensation he reluctantly recognized as terror。
Up ahead； on the near corner of Fifth and Forty…third； a black man in a Panama hat was setting up a pretzel…and…soda cart。
He's the one that yells 〃Oh my God； he's kilt！〃 Jake thought。
Approaching the far corner was a fat lady with a Bloomingdale's bag in her hand。
She'll drop the bag。 Drop the bag and put her hands to her mouth and scream。 The bag will split open。 There's a doll inside the bag。 It's wrapped in a red towel。 I'll see this from the street。 From where I'll be lying in the street with my blood soaking into my pants and spreading around me in a pool。
Behind the fat woman was a tall man in a gray nailhead worsted suit。 He was carrying a briefcase。
He's the one who vomits on his shoes。 He's the one who drops his briefcase and throws up on his shoes。 What's happening to me？
Yet his feet carried him numbly forward toward the intersection； where people were crossing in a brisk； steady stream。 Somewhere behind him； closing in； was a killer priest。 He knew this； just as he knew that the priest's hands would in a moment be outstretched to push 。 。 。 but he could not look around。 It was like being locked in a nightmare where things simply had to take their course。
Fifty…three seconds left now。 Ahead of him； the pretzel vendor was opening a hatch in the side of his cart。
He's going to take out a bottle of Yoo…Hoo； Jake thought。 Not a can but a bottle。 He'll shake it up and drink it all at once。
The pretzel vendor brought out a bottle of Yoo…Hoo； shook it vigor…ously； and spun off the cap。
Forty seconds left。
Now the light will change。
White WALK went out。 Red DONT WALK began to flash rapidly on and off。 And somewhere； less than half a block away； a big blue Cadillac was now rolling toward the intersection of Fifth and Forty…third。 Jake knew this； just as he knew the driver was a fat man wearing a hat almost the exact same blue shade as his car。
I'm going to die！
He wanted to scream this aloud to the people walking heedlessly all around him； but his jaws were locked shut。 His feet swept him serenely onward toward the intersection。 The DONT WALK sign stopped flashing and shone out its solid red warning。 The pretzel vendor tossed his empty Yoo…Hoo bottle into the wire trash basket on the corner。 The fat lady stood on the corner across the street from Jake； holding her shopping bag by the handles。 The man in the nailhead suit was directly behind her。 Now there were eighteen seconds left。
Time for the toy truck to go by； Jake thought。
Ahead of him a van with a picture of a happy jumping…jack and the words TOOKER'S WHOLESALE TOYS printed on the side swept through the intersection； jolting up and down in the potholes。 Behind him； Jake knew； the man in the black robe was beginning to move faster； closing the gap； now reaching out with his long hands。 Yet he could not look around； as you couldn't look around in dreams when something awful was gaining on you。
Run！ And if you can't run； sit down and grab hold of a No Parking sign！ Don't just let it happen！
But he was powerless to stop it from happening。 Ahead； on the edge of the curb； was a young woman in a white sweater and a black skirt。 To her left was a young Chicano guy with a boombox。 A Donna Summer disco tune was just ending。 The next song； Jake knew； would be 〃Dr。 Love；〃 by Kiss。
They're going to move apart…
Even as the thought came； the woman moved a step to her right。 The Chicano guy moved a step to his left； creating a gap between them。 Jake's traitor feet swept him into the gap。 Nine seconds now。
Down the street； bright May sunshine twinkled on a Cadillac hood ornament。 It was； Jake knew； a 1976 Sedan de Ville。 Six seconds。 The Caddy was speeding up。 The light was getting ready to change and the man driving the de Ville； the fat man in the blue hat with the feather stuck jauntily in the brim； meant to scat through the intersection before it could。 Three sec
