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　of　someone　who　shared　these　moments　as　only　he　could。
　　　I　continued　to　paint　my　goddesses…Venus；　Ariadne；　Hera…and　gradually　I　grew　resigned　that　the　figment　of　Pandora　would　dominate　everything　I　did　in　that　particular；　but　I　worked　on　the　gods　as　well。　Apollo；　above　all；　fascinated　me。　But　then　I　had　time　to　paint　other　figures　of　myth；　such　as　Theseus；　Aeneas；　and　Hercules；　and　sometimes　I　turned　to　reading　Ovid　or　Homer　or　Lucretius　directly　for　inspiration。　Other　times；　I　made　up　my　own　themes。
　　　But　always　the　painted　gardens　were　my　fort　for　I　felt　I　was　living　in　them　in　my　heart。
　　　Over　and　over　again　I　covered　all　the　rooms　of　my　house；　and　as　it　was　built　as　a　villa；　not　an　enclosed　house　with　an　atrium；　Avicus　could　wander　the　garden　all　around　it；　seeing　all　that　I　did；　and　I　couldn't　help　but　wonder　if　my　work　was　changed　by　what　he　saw。
　　　What　moved　me　more　than　anything　perhaps　was　that　he　lingered　so　faithfully。　And　that　he　was　silent　with　so　much　respect。　Seldom　did　a　week　pass　that　he　did　not　e　and　stay　almost　the　entire　night。　Often　he　was　there　for　four　or　five　nights　in　a　row。　And　sometimes　even　longer　than　that。
　　　Of　course　we　never　spoke　to　each　other。　There　was　an　elegance　in　our　silence。　And　though　my　slaves　once　took　notice　of　him　and　annoyed　me　with　their　alarm；　I　soon　put　a　stop　to　that。
　　　On　the　nights　when　I　went　out　to　Those　Who　Must　Be　Kept　Avicus　didn't　follow　me。　And　I　must　confess　that　I　did　feel　a　sort　of　freedom　when　I　painted　alone　in　the　shrine。　But　melancholy　was　also　ing　down　upon　me；　harder　than　ever　in　the　past。
　　　Finding　a　spot　behind　the　dais　and　the　Precious　Pair；　I　often　sat　dejected　in　the　corner；　and　then　slept　the　day　and　even　the　next　night　without　going　out。　My　mind　was　empty。　Consolation　was　unimaginable。　Thoughts　of　the　Empire　and　what　might　happen　to　it　were　unspeakable。
　　　And　then；　I　would　remember　Avicus；　and　I　would　rise；　shaking　off　my　languor　and　go　back　into　the　city　and　begin　painting　the　walls　of　my　rooms　again。
　　　
　　　How　many　years　passed　in　this　way；　I　can't　calculate。
　　　It　is　far　more　important　to　note　that　a　band　of　Satanic　blood　drinkers　again　took　up　their　abode　in　an　abandoned　catab　and　began　to　feast　upon　the　innocent　which　was　their　custom；　being　desperately　careless　so　as　to　scare　humans　and　to　cause　tales　of　terror　to　spread。
　　　I　had　hoped　that　Mael　and　Avicus　would　destroy　this　band；　as　they　were　all　very　weak；　and　blundering；　and　it　wouldn't　have　been　hard　at　all。
　　　But　Avicus　came　to　me　with　the　truth　of　the　matter　which　I　should　have　seen　long　before。
　　　〃Always　these　Satan　worshipers　are　young；〃　he　said　to　me；　〃and　never　is　there　one　who　is　more　than　thirty　or　forty　years　from　his　mortal　life。　Always　from　the　East　they　e；　speaking　of　how　the　Devil　is　their　Ruler　and　how　through　serving　him；　they　serve　Christ。〃
　　　〃I　know　the　old　story；〃　I　said。　I　was　going　about　my　painting；　as　if　Avicus　was　not　standing　there；　not　out　of　rudeness；　but　out　of　weariness　with　the　Satan　worshipers；　who　had　cost　me　Pandora　so　long　ago。
　　　〃But　you　see；　Marius；　someone　very　old　must　surely　be　sending　these　deadly　little　emissaries　to　us；　and　it　is　this　old　one　whom　we　must　destroy。〃
　　　''And　how　will　you　do　that？〃　I　asked。
　　　〃We　mean　to　lure　him　to　Rome；〃　said　Avicus；　〃and　we've　e　to　ask　you　to　join　us。　e　down　into　the　catabs　with　us　tonight　and　tell　these　young　ones　that　you　are　a　friend。〃
　　　〃Ah；　no；　you　are　mad　to　suggest　this！〃　I　said。　〃Don't　you　realize　they　know　about　the　Mother　and　the　Father？　Don't　you　remember　all　I've　told　you？〃
　　　〃We　mean　to　destroy　them　to　a　one；〃　said　Mael　who　stood　behind　me。　〃But　to　make　a　fine　finish　we　must　lure　the　old　one　here　before　the　destruction。〃
　　　〃e；　Marius；〃　said　Avicus；　〃we　need　you　and　your　eloquence。　Convince　them　that　you　are　sympathetic。　That　they　must　bring　their　leader　here；　and　then　and　only　then　will　you　allow　them　to　remain。　Mael　and　I　cannot　so　impress　them　as　you　can。　This　is　no　vain　flattery；　be　assured。〃
　　　For　a　long　time　I　stood　with　my　paintbrush　in　hand；　staring；　thinking；
　　　　Should　I　do　this；　and　then　finally；　I　confessed　that　I　could　not。　〃Don't　ask　it　of　me；〃　I　said　to　Avicus。　〃Lure　the　being　yourselves。
　　　
　　　
　　　And　when　he　es　here；　let　me　know　of　it；　and　then　I　promise　I　will　e。〃
　　　The　following　night；　Avicus　returned　to　me。
　　　〃They　are　such　children；　these　Satanic　creatures；〃　he　said；　〃they　spoke　of　their　leader　so　willingly；　admitting　that　he　resides　in　a　desert　place　in　the　North　of　Egypt。　He　was　burnt　in　the　Terrible　Fire；　no　doubt　of　it；　and　has　taught　them　all　about　the　Great　Mother。　It　will　be　sad　to　destroy　them；　but　they　rampage　about　the　city；　seeking　the　sweetest　mortals　for　their　victims；　and　it　cannot　be　borne。〃
　　　〃I　know；〃　I　said　quietly。　I　felt　ashamed　that　I　had　always　allowed　Mael　and　Avicus　to　drive　these　creatures　from　Rome　on　their　own。　〃But　have　you　managed　to　lure　the　leader　out　of　his　hiding　place？　How　could　such　a　thing　be　done？〃
　　　〃We　have　given　them　abundant　riches；〃　said　Avicus；　〃so　that　they　may　bring　their　leader　here。　We　have　promised　him　our　strong　blood　in　return　for　his　ing；　and　that　he　sorely　needs　to　make　more　priests　and　priestesses　of　his　Satanic　cause。〃
　　　〃Ah；　your　strong　blood；　of　course；〃　I　said。　〃Why　did　I　not　think　of　it？　I　think　of　it　in　regard　to　the　Mother　and　Father；　but　I　did　not　think　of　it　in　relation　to　us。〃
　　　〃I　cannot　claim　to　have　thought　of　it　myself；〃　said　Avicus。　〃It　was　one　of　the　Satanic　children　who　suggested　it　for　the　leader　is　so　weak　that　he　can　never　rise　from　his　bed；　and　survives　only　to　receive　victims　and　to　make　followers。　Of　course　Mael　and　I　immediately　promised。　For　what　are　we　to　these　children　with　our　hundreds　of　years？　〃
　　　I　heard　nothing　further　of　the　matter　for　the　next　several　months；　except　I　knew　through　the　Mind　Gift　that　Avicus　had　slain　several　of　the　Satan　worshipers　for　their　public　crimes　which　he　considered　to　be　so　dangerous；　and　on　one　mild　summer　night；　when　I　stood　in　my　garden　looking　down　over　the　city；　I　heard　Mael　rather　distantly　arguing　with　Avicus　as　to　whether　they　should　slay　all　the　rest。
　　　At　last　the　band　was　slain；　and　the　catab　was　empty；　and　drenched　in　blood；　and　Mael　and　Avicus　appeared　at　my　house　and　begged　me　to　e　to　it　for　those　returning　from　Egypt　were　expected　within　the　hour　and　we　must　strike　fast。
　　　I　left　my　warm　happy　room；　carrying　my　finest　weapons；　and　went　with　them　as　I　had　promised。
　　　The　catab　was　so　small　and　tight；　I　could　scarce　stand　up　in　it。　And　I　knew　it　at　once　to　be　the　burial　place　of　mortal　Christians　and　a　place　where　they　had　sometimes　gathered　in　the　very　first　years　of　the　sect。
　　　We　traveled　through　it　some　eighty　or　ninety　feet　before　we　came　into　an　underground　place；　and　there　found　the　old　Egyptian　blood　drinker　on　his　bier；　glaring　at　us；　his　youthful　attendants　horrified　to　find　their　abode　empty　and　full　of　ashes　of　their　dead。
　　　The　old　creature　had　suffered　much。　Bald；　and　thin；　black　from　the　Great　Fire；　he　had　given　himself　up　utterly　to　the　making　of　his　Satanic　children；　and　so　never　healed　as　another　blood　drinker　might。　And　now　he　knew　himself　to　be　tricked。　Those　he　had　sent　on　to　Rome　were　gone　forever；　and　we　stood　before　him；　looking　down　upon　him　in　judgment；　blood　drinkers　of　unthinkable　power　who　felt　no　pity　for　him　and　his　cause。
　　　Avicus　was　the　first　to　raise　his　sword；　but　he　was　stopped　as　the　old　creature　cried　out；
　　　〃Do　we　not　serve　God？〃
　　　〃You'll　know　sooner　than　I　will；〃　Avicus　answered　him；　and　with　the　blade；　cut　off　his　head。
　　　The　remaining　band　refused　to　run　away　from　us。　They　fell　on　their　knees　and　met　our　heavy　blows　in　silence。
　　　And　so　too　it　was　with　the　fire　that　engulfed　them　all。
　　　The　next　night　and　the　night　after　that　we　went　back；　the　three　of　us；　to　gather　the　remains　and　burn　them　over　again；　until　it　was　finished　and　we　thought　that　had　put　an　end　to　the　Satanic　worshipers　once　and　for　all。
　　　Would　that　it　had　been　so。
　　　I　can't　say　that　this　awful　chapter　of　our　lives　brought　me　together　with　Avicus　and　Mael。　It　was　too　dreadful；　too　against　my　nature；　and　too　bitter　for　me。
　　　I　wen