cb.coldheart canyon-第20部分

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't　do　it　I'll　take　him　some　place　where　he　can　be　taken　care　of　and　I'll　make　sure　every　damn　newspaper　in　the　State　of　California…〃
　 At　this　moment　an　older　woman；　obviously　the　hospital　manager；　stepped　into　view　and　took　Todd's　hand；　shaking　it。　〃Mr。　Pickett。　My　name's　Cordelia　Simpson。　It's　all　right；　Andrea；　I'll　take　care　of　Mr。　Pickett　from　here。〃
　 The　young　woman　doctor　retreated。　She　was　two　shades　whiter　than　she'd　been　at　the　beginning　of　the　conversation。
　 〃I　heard　most　of　what　you　were　telling　Andrea…〃
　 〃Look；　I'm　sorry。　That's　not　my　style。　I　don't　like　losing　my　temper；　but…〃
　 〃No；　it's　okay。　I　understand。　You're　tired　and　you're　concerned　about…？〃
　 〃Dempsey。〃
　 〃Dempsey。　Right。〃
　 〃I　was　told　he'd　be　X…rayed　today　and　we'd　have　the　results　back　this　afternoon。〃
　 〃Well；　the　speed　of　these　things　all　depends　on　the　volume　of　work；　Mr。　Pickett；〃　Cordelia　said。　She　was　English；　and　had　the　face　and　manner　of　a　woman　who　would　not　be　pleasant　if　she　were　riled；　but　was　doing　her　best　right　now　to　put　on　a　gentler　face。　〃I　read　a　piece　about　you　in　the　LA　Times　last　year。　You　were　on　the　cover　with　Dempsey；　as　I　remember。　Clearly　you're　very　close　to　your　dog。　Here's　what　I'm　going　to　do。〃　She　consulted　her　watch。　〃Dempsey　is　being　seen　by　the　radiographer　right　now；　and　I　guarantee　that　we'll　have　the　results　back　by。。。six。　It　might　be　earlier　but　I　think　six　we　can　guarantee。〃
　 〃So　how　long　before　I　can　take　him　home？〃
　 〃You　want　to　take　him　now？〃
　 〃Yes。〃
　 〃You'll　find　him　rather　dopey。　I'm　not　sure　he　could　walk。〃
　 〃I　can　carry　him。〃
　 Cordelia　nodded。　She　knew　an　immovable　object　when　she　saw　one。　〃Well　I'll　have　one　of　the　nurses　e　fetch　you　when　he's　ready。　Is　that　his？〃
　 She　pointed　to　the　quilt　on　the　bench。　Quite　unconsciously；　Todd　had　been　nursing　it　while　he　waited。　No　wonder　people　had　kept　their　distance。
　 〃Yes。〃
　 〃Do　you　want　me　to　have　him　wrapped　up　in　it？〃
　 〃Thank　you。〃
　 Cordelia　picked　up　the　quilt。　〃And　my　apologies；　Mr。　Pickett；　for　any　difficulties　you　may　have　had。　Our　doctors　are　horribly　overworked。　And；　I'm　afraid　to　say；　often　people　who　are　wonderful　with　animals　aren't　always　terribly　good　with　human　beings。〃
　
　 Ten　minutes　later　a　burly　Latino　appeared　with　a　sleepy…eyed　Dempsey；　wrapped　in　his　quilt。　His　ears　pricked　up　just　a　little　at　the　sight　of　Todd；　enough　for　Todd　to　know　that　his　holding　the　dog；　and　whispering　to　him；　meant　something。
　
　 〃We're　going　home；　old　guy；〃　Todd　murmured　to　him；　as　he　carried　him　down　the　steps　into　the　street　and　round　to　the　little　parking　lot　behind　the　building；　where　Marco　was　backing　out　the　car。　〃I　know　you　didn't　like　it　in　there。　All　those　people　you　didn't　know　with　needles　and　shit。　Well；　fuck　them。〃　He　put　his　nose　into　the　cushion　of　baby　fur　behind　Dempsey's　ear；　which　always　smelled　sweetest。　〃We're　going　home。〃
　 For　the　next　few　hours　Dempsey　slept　in　the　quilt；　which　Todd　had　put　on　his　big　bed。　Todd　stayed　beside　him；　though　the　need　for　sleep　caught　up　with　him　several　times；　and　he'd　slide　away　into　a　few　minutes　of　dreamland：　fragments　of　things　he'd　seen　from　his　bench　in　the　waiting　room；　mostly。　The　box　containing　the　dead　guinea　pig；　that　absurd　poo…dle；　nipping　its　own　backside　bloody；　all　just　pieces　of　the　day；　ing　and　going。　Then　he'd　wake　and　stroke　Dempsey　for　a　little　while；　talk　to　him；　tell　him　everything　was　going　to　be　okay。
　 There　was　a　sudden　rally　in　Dempsey's　energies　about　four　o'clock；　which　was　when　he　was　usually　fed；　so　Todd　had　Marco　prepare　a　sick…bed　version　of　his　usual　meal；　with　chicken　instead　of　the　chopped　horse…flesh　or　whatever　the　hell　it　was　in　the　cans；　and　some　good　gravy。　Dempsey　ate　it　all；　though　he　had　to　be　held　up　to　do　so；　since　his　legs　were　unreliable。　He　then　drank　a　full　bowl　of　water。
　 〃Good；　good；〃　Todd　said。
　 Dempsey　attempted　to　wag　his　tail；　but　it　had　no　more　power　in　it　than　his　legs　had。
　 Todd　carried　him　outside　so　he　could　shit　and　piss。　A　slight　drizzle　was　ing　down；　not　cool；　but　refreshing。　He　held　onto　the　dog；　waiting　for　the　urge　to　take　Dempsey；　and　he　turned　his　face　up　to　the　rain；　offering　a　quiet　little　prayer。
　 〃Please　don't　take　him　from　me。　He's　just　a　smelly　old　dog。　You　don't　need　him　and　I　do。　Do　you　hear　me？　Please。。。hear　me。　Don't　take　him。〃
　 He　looked　back　at　Dempsey　to　find　that　the　dog　was　looking　back　at　him；　apparently　paying　attention　to　every　word。　His　ears　were　half…pricked；　his　eyes　half…open。
　 〃Do　you　think　anyone's　listening？〃　Todd　said。
　 By　way　of　reply；　Dempsey　looked　away　from　him；　his　head　bobbing　uneasily　on　his　neck。　Then　he　made　a　nasty　sound　deep　in　his　belly　and　his　whole　body　convulsed。　Todd　had　never　seen　the　term　projectile　vomit　displayed　with　such　force。　A　stream　of　chewed　chicken；　dog　mix　and　water　squirted　out。　As　soon　as　it　stopped；　the　dog　began　to　make　little　whining　sounds。　Then　ten　seconds　later；　Dempsey　repeated　the　whole　spectacle；　until　every　piece　of　nourishment　and　every　drop　of　water　he'd　been　given　had　been　prehensively　ejected。
　 After　the　second　burst　of　vomiting　he　didn't　even　have　the　strength　to　whine。　Todd　wrapped　the　quilt　around　him　and　carried　him　back　into　the　house。　He　had　Marco　bring　some　towels　and　dried　him　off　where　the　rain　had　caught　him。
　 〃I　don't　suppose　you　care　what's　been　going　on　all　day；　do　you？〃　Marco　said。
　 〃Anything　important？〃
　 〃Great　foreign　numbers　on　Gallows；　particularly　in　France。　Huge　hit　in　France；　apparently。　Maxine　wants　to　know　if　you'd　like　to　do　a　piece　about　Dempsey's　health　crisis　for　one　of　the　woman's　magazines。〃
　 〃No。〃
　 〃That's　what　I　told　her。　She　said　they'd　eat　it　up；　but　I　said…〃
　 〃No！　Fuck。　Will　these　people　never　stop？　No！〃
　 〃You　got　a　call　from　Walter　at　Dreamworks　about　some　charity　thing　he's　arranging；　I　told　him　you'd　be　back　in　circulation　tomorrow。〃
　 〃That's　the　phone。〃
　 〃Yeah。　It　is。〃
　 Marco　went　to　the　nearest　phone；　which　was　in　the　master　bathroom；　while　Todd　went　back　to　finish　drying　the　dog。
　 〃It's　Andrea　Otis。　From　the　hospital。　I　think　it's　the　nervous　young　woman　you　saw　this　morning。〃
　 〃Stay　with　him；〃　Todd　said　to　Marco。
　 He　went　into　the　bathroom；　which　was　cold。　Picked　up　the　phone。
　 〃Mr。　Pickett？〃
　 〃Yes。〃
　 〃First；　I　want　to　say　I　owe　you　an　apology　for　this　morning…〃
　 〃No　that's　fine。〃
　 〃I　knew　who　you　were　and　that　threw　me　off…〃
　 〃Dempsey。〃
　 〃…a　little。　I'm　sorry。〃
　 〃Dempsey。〃
　 〃Yes。　Well；　we've　got　the　X…ray　results　back　and。。。I'm　afraid　the　news　isn't　very　good。〃
　 〃Why　not？　What's　wrong　with　him？〃
　 〃He　is　riddled　with　cancer。〃
　 Todd　took　a　long　moment　to　digest　this　unwele　news。　Then　he　said：　〃That's　impossible。〃
　 〃It's　in　his　spine。　It's　in　his　colon…〃
　 〃But　that　can't　be。〃
　 〃And　it's　now　spreading　to　his　brain；　which　is　why　we've　only　just　discovered　it。　These　motor　and　perception　problems　he's　having　are　all　part　of　the　same　thing。　The　tumor's　spreading　into　his　skull；　and　pushing　on　his　brain。〃
　 〃Oh　God。〃
　 〃So。。。I　don't　know　what　you　want　to　do。〃
　 〃I　want　this　not　to　be　happening。〃
　 〃Well　yes。　But　I'm　afraid　it　is。〃
　 〃How　long　has　he　got？〃
　 〃His　present　condition　is　really　as　good　as　things　are　going　to　get　for　him。〃　She　spoke　as　though　she　was　reading　the　words　from　an　idiot…board；　careful　to　leave　exactly　the　same　amount　of　space　between　each　one。　〃All　that　is　really　at　issue　is　how　quickly　Dempsey　bees　incapacitated。〃
　 Todd　looked　through　the　open　door　at　the　pitiful　shape　shuddering　beneath　the　quilt。　It　was　obvious　that　Dempsey　had　already　reached　that　point。　Todd　could　be　absurdly　optimistic　at　times；　but　this　wasn't　one　of　them。
　 〃Is　he　in　pain？〃　he　asked　the　doctor。
　 〃Well；　I'd　say　it's　not　so　much　pain　we're　dealing　with　as　anxiety。　He　doesn't　know　what's　happening　to　him。　And　he　doesn't　know　why　it's　happening。　He's　just　suffering；　Mr。　Pickett。　And　it's　just　going　to　get　worse。〃
　 〃So　you're　saying　I　should　have　him　put　down？〃
　 〃It's　not　my　place　to　tell　you　what　to　do　with　your　dog；　Mr。　Pickett。〃
　 〃But　if　he　was　your　dog。〃
　 〃If　he　was　my　dog；　and　I　loved　him　as　you　obviously　love　Dempsey；　I　wouldn't　want　him　suffering。。