iam fleming.for your eyes only-第23部分
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s left alone； she took the car and her engagement ring and her few trinkets and the fox fur tippet and went into Hamilton and drove round the pawnbrokers。 In the end she collected forty pounds for the jewellery and seven pounds for the bit of fur。 Then she went to the car dealers whose nameplate was on the dashboard of the car and asked to see the manager。 When she asked how much he would give her for the Morris he thought she was pulling his leg。 'But； madam； Mr Masters bought the car by hire purchase and he's very badly behind on his payments。 Surely he told you that we had to send him a solicitor's letter about it only a week ago。 We heard he was leaving。 He wrote back that you would be ing in to make the necessary arrangements。 Let me see' … he reached for a file and leafed through it。 'Yes； there's exactly two hundred pounds owing on the car。'〃
〃Well； of course； Rhoda Masters burst into tears and in the end the manager agreed to take back the car； although it wasn't worth two hundred pounds by then； but he insisted that she should leave it with him then and there； petrol in the tank and all。 Rhoda Masters could only accept and be grateful not to be sued； and she walked out of the garage and along the hot street and already she knew what she was going to find when she got to the radio shop。 And she was right。 It was the same story； only this time she had to pay ten pounds to persuade the man to take back the radiogram。 She got a lift back to within walking distance of the bungalow and went and threw herself down on the bed and cried for the rest of the day。 She had already been a beaten woman。 Now Philip Masters had kicked her when she was down。〃
The Governor paused。 〃Pretty extraordinary； really。 A man like Masters； kindly； sensitive； who wouldn't normally hurt a fly。 And here he was performing one of the cruellest actions I can recall in all my experience。 It was my law operating。〃 The Governor smiled thinly。 〃Whatever her sins； if she had given him that Quantum of Solace he could never have behaved to her as he did。 As it was； she had awakened in him a bestial cruelty … a cruelty that perhaps lies deeply hidden in all of us and that only a threat to our existence can bring to the surface。 Masters wanted to make the girl suffer； not as much as he had suffered because that was impossible； but as much as he could possibly contrive。 And that false gesture with the motor car and the radiogramophone was a fiendishly brilliant bit of delayed action to remind her； even when he was gone； how much he hated her； how much he wanted still to hurt her。〃
Bond said： 〃It must have been a shattering experience。 It's extraordinary how much people can hurt each other。 I'm beginning to feel rather sorry for the girl。 What happened to her in the end … and to him； for the matter of that？〃
The Governor got to his feet and looked at his watch。 〃Good heavens； it's nearly midnight。 And I've been keeping the staff up all this time；〃 he smiled； 〃as well as you。〃 He walked across to the fireplace and rang a bell A Negro butler appeared。 The Governor apologized for keeping him up and told him to lock up and turn the light out。 Bond was on his feet。 The Governor turned to him。 〃e along and I'll tell you the rest。 I'll walk through the garden with you and see that the sentry lets you out。〃
They walked slowly through the long rooms and down the broad steps to the garden。 It was a beautiful night under a full moon that raced over their heads through the thin high clouds。
The Governor said： 〃Masters went on in the Service but somehow he never lived up to his good start After the Bermuda business something seemed to go out of ham。 Part of him had been killed by the experience。 He was a maimed man。 Mostly her fault； of course； but I guess that what he did to her lived on with him and perhaps haunted him。 He was good at his work； but he had somehow lost the human touch and he gradually dried up。 Of course he never married again and in the end he got shunted off into the ground nuts scheme； and when that was a failure he retired and went to live in Nigeria … back to the only people in the world who had shown him any kindness … back to where it had all started from。 Bit tragic； really； when I remember what he was like when we were young。〃
〃And the girl？〃
〃Oh； she went through a pretty bad time。 We handed round the hat for her and she pottered in and out of various jobs that were more or less charity。 She tried to go back to being an air hostess； but the way she had broken her contract with Imperial Airways put her out of the running for that。 There weren't so many airlines in those days and there was no shortage of applicants for the few hostess jobs that were going。 The Burfords got transferred to Jamaica later in that same year and that removed her main prop。 As I said。 Lady Burford had always had a soft spot for her。 Rhoda Masters was pretty nearly destitute。 She still had her looks and various men had kept her for a while； but you can't make the rounds for very long in a small place like Bermuda； and she was very near to being a harlot and getting into trouble with the police when Providence again stepped in and decided she had been punished enough。 A letter came from Lady Burford enclosing her fare to Jamaica and saying she had got her a job as receptionist at the Blue Hills Hotel； one of the best of the Kingston hotels。 So she left； and I expect … I'd been transferred to Rhodesia by then … that Bermuda was heartily relieved to see the last of her。〃
The Governor and Bond had e to the wide entrance gates to the grounds of Government House。 Beyond them shone； white and black and pink under the moon； the huddle of narrow streets and pretty clapboard houses with gingerbread gables and balconies that is Nassau。 With a terrific clatter the sentry came to attention and presented arms。 The Governor raised a hand： 〃All right。 Stand at ease。〃 Again the clockwork sentry rattled briefly into life and there was silence。
The Governor said： 〃And that's the end of the story except for one final quirk of fate。 One day a Canadian millionaire turned up at the Blue Hills Hotel and stayed for the winter。 At the end of the time he took Rhoda Masters back to Canada and married her。 She's lived in clover ever since。〃
〃Good heavens。 That was a stroke of luck。 Hardly deserved it。〃
〃I suppose not。 One can't tell。 Life's a devious business。 Perhaps； for all the harm she'd done to Masters； Fate decided that she had paid back enough。 Perhaps Masters's father and mother were the true guilty people。 They turned Masters into an accident…prone man。 Inevitably he was involved in the emotional crash that was due to him and that they had conditioned him for。 Fate had chosen Rhoda for its instrument。 Now Fate reimbursed her for her services。 Difficult to judge these things。 Anyway； she made her Canadian very happy。 I thought they both seemed happy tonight。〃
Bond laughed。 Suddenly the violent dramatics of his own life seemed very hollow。 The affair of the Castro rebels and the burned out yachts was the stuff of an adventure…strip in a cheap newspaper。 He had sat next to a dull woman at a dull dinner party and a chance remark had opened for him the book of real violence … of the édie Humaine where human passions are raw and real； where Fate plays a more authentic game than any Secret Service conspiracy devised by Governments。
Bond faced the Governor and held out his hand。 He said： 〃Thank you for the story。 And I owe you an apology。 I found Mrs Harvey Miller a bore。 Thanks to you I shall never forget her。 I must pay more attention to people。 You've taught me a lesson。〃
They shook hands。 The Governor smiled。 〃I'm glad the story interested you。 I was afraid you might be bored。 You lead a very exciting life。 To tell you the truth； I was at my wit's end to know what we could talk about after dinner。 Life in the Colonial Service is very humdrum。〃
They said goodnight。 Bond walked off down the quiet street towards the harbour and the British Colonial Hotel。 He reflected on the conference he would be having in the morning with the Coastguards and the FBI in Miami。 The prospect； which had previously interested； even excited him； was now edged with boredom and futi
