lh.narcissusinchains-第102部分

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wasn't　that。　I　felt　like　I　was　floating　and　only　gradually　felt　my　body　again。　I　lay　on　my　back；　my　knees　folded　under　me；　hands　limp　at　my　sides；　so　relaxed　it　was　like　being　drugged。
　I　felt　the　bed　move　under　me；　and　a　moment　later；　Richard　appeared　above　me。　He　was　on　all　fours；　looming　over　me；　and　I　had　trouble　focusing　on　his　face。　He　cradled　my　face；　staring　into　my　eyes；　while　I　tried　to　look　at　him。　〃Anita；　are　you　alright？〃
　I　laughed　then；　slow　and　lazy。　〃Help　me　get　my　knees　straightened　out；　and　I'll　be　fine。〃
　He　helped　me　straighten　my　legs；　and　even　then　all　I　wanted　to　do　was　just　lay　there。　〃What　did　you　do　to　me？〃
　He　lay　down　beside　me；　propped　on　one　elbow。　〃I　brought　you；　using　the　beasts。〃
　I　blinked　at　him；　licked　my　lips；　and　tried　to　think　of　an　intelligent　question；　gave　up；　and　settled　for　what　I　wanted　to　know。　〃Is　it　always　like　that　between　lycanthropes？〃
　〃No；〃　he　said　and　leaned　over　me；　until　his　face　filled　my　vision。　〃No；　only　a　true　lupa；　or　a　true　Nimir…Ra；　can　respond　to　my　Ulfric　the　way　you　just　did。〃
　I　touched　his　chest　enough　to　back　him　up　so　I　could　see　his　face　clearly。
　〃You've　never　done　that　with　anyone　before？〃
　He　looked　down　then；　a　curtain　of　his　hair　sliding　over　his　face；　hiding　it　from　me。　I　pushed　his　hair　back　so　I　could　see　that　nearly　perfect　profile。　〃Who？〃　I　asked。
　Heat　washed　up　his　neck　and　face。　I　wasn't　sure　I'd　ever　seen　him　blush　before。　〃It　was　Raina；　wasn't　it？〃
　He　nodded。　〃Yes。〃
　I　let　his　hair　fall　back　in　place　and　lay　there　for　a　few　seconds　thinking　about　it。　Then　I　was　laughing；　laughing　and　couldn't　stop。
　He　was　back　at　my　shoulder；　peering　down　at　me。　〃Anita？〃
　The　laughter　faded　as　I　looked　into　his　worried　eyes。　〃When　you　forced　Raina　to　give　you　up　all　those　years　ago；　did　you　know　that　she　was　the　only　one　that　could　do　this　with　you？〃
　He　nodded；　face　solemn。　〃Raina　pointed　out　the　downside　to　not　being　her　pet。〃
　I　took　his　hand　and　slid　it　down　the　front　of　my　satin　bottoms。　His　fingertips　found　the　wetness　that　had　soaked　through　the　satin；　and　I　didn't　have　to　guide　his　hand　anymore。　He　cupped　that　big　hand　of　his　over　my　groin；　and　the　cloth　was　soaked　through。　He　traced　fingertips　across　my　inner　thigh　and　the　skin　was　wet；　wet　down　to　my　knees。
　〃How　did　you　give　it　up？〃　My　voice　came　out　in　a　whisper。
　His　finger　slid　up　the　inside　of　my　thigh；　in　the　hollow　just　below。　He　leaned　in　to　kiss　me　as　his　finger　slid　slowly；　slowly；　upward　across　the　moist　skin；　under　the　wet　satin。　His　mouth　stayed　just　above　mine；　so　close　that　a　sharp　breath　would　have　made　us　touch。　He　spoke；　his　breath　warm　on　my　skin；　as　his　finger　caressed　the　edge　of　me。　〃No　amount　of　pleasure　was　worth　her　price。〃　Two　things　happened　at　once；　he　kissed　me；　and　his　finger　slid　inside　of　me。　I　screamed　against　his　mouth；　back　arching；　fingernails　digging　into　his　shoulder；　as　his　finger　found　that　small　spot　and　thrust　over　and　over　it；　until　he　brought　me　again。　The　world　had　soft；　white　edges；　like　seeing　through　gauze。
　I　felt　the　bed　move；　but　couldn't　focus；　couldn't　see；　wasn't　sure　I　cared　what　was　happening。　Hands　fumbled　at　my　shorts。　I　blinked　up　to　see　Richard　kneeling　over　me。　He　slid　my　shorts　down；　spread　my　legs；　and　knelt　between　them。　He　leaned　over　me　raising　the　satin　camisole；　baring　my　breasts。　He　ran　his　hands　across　them；　made　me　writhe；　then　moved　his　hands　down　the　line　of　my　body；　his　hands　gripping　my　thighs；　bringing　me　in　a　harsh　jerk　against　his　body。
　The　moment　he　rubbed　against　the　outside　of　me；　I　felt　the　rubbery　latex　of　the　condom。　I　looked　up　at　his　face；　and　asked；　〃How　did　you　know？〃　He　moved　so　that　his　lower　body　was　lying　between　my　legs；　but　still　pressed　against　the　outside　of　my　body。　Most　of　his　weight　was　supported　by　his　arms　like　a　modified　push…up　position。　〃Do　you　really　think　Jean…Claude　would　warn　me　about　the　ardeur　and　not　warn　me　that　you　weren't　on　birth　control？〃
　〃Good　point；〃　I　said。
　〃No；〃　he　said；　〃this　is。〃　I　felt　the　movement　of　his　hips；　seconds　before　he　thrust　inside　me；　in　one　powerful　motion　that　drove　sounds　from　my　mouth　somewhere　between　a　scream　and　a　shout。
　He　lowered　his　head　enough　to　see　my　face。　I　lay　gasping　under　him；　but　whatever　he　saw　there　reassured　him；　because　he　arched　his　back；　his　face　looking　somewhere　in　the　distance；　and　drew　himself　out　of　me；　slowly；　inch　by　inch；　until　I　made　small　noises。　He　drew　himself　out　until　he　was　barely　touching　inside　me。　I　gazed　down　the　length　of　my　body　to　see　him　stretched　hard　and　ready。　He'd　always　been　careful　of　me；　because　he　wasn't　small；　that　one　first　thrust　had　been　more　force　than　he'd　ever　before　allowed　himself。　He；　like　Micah；　filled　me　up；　hit　that　point　deep　inside　that　was　either　pain　or　pleasure。　I　saw　his　back　and　hips　flex　a　second　before　he　thrust　into　me。　I　watched　him　thrust　into　me；　saw　every　inch　of　him　plunge　into　me；　until　it　bowed　my　back；　my　neck；　and　I　couldn't　watch　because　I　was　writhing　underneath　him；　my　hands　scrambling　at　the　bedspread；　digging　fingers　into　the　covers。
　He　drew　himself　out　of　me　again；　and　I　stopped　him　with　a　hand　on　his　stomach。　〃Wait；　wait。〃　I　was　having　trouble　breathing。
　〃It's　not　hurting　you。　I　can　tell　by　your　face；　your　eyes；　your　body。〃
　I　swallowed；　took　a　shaky　breath；　and　said；　〃No；　it's　not　hurting　me。　It　feels　wonderful；　but　you've　always　been　so　careful；　even　when　I　asked　you　not　to　be。　What's　changed？〃
　He　looked　down　at　me；　his　hair　falling　around　his　face　like　a　silken　frame。　〃I　was　always　afraid　of　hurting　you　before。　But　I　felt　your　beast。〃
　〃I　haven't　changed　yet；　Richard；　we　don't　know　for　sure。〃
　〃Anita；〃　he　said　softly；　and　I　knew　he　was　chiding　me。　Maybe　it　was　a　case　of　the　lady　protesting　too　much；　but　still　。。。
　〃I'm　still　human；　Richard；　I　haven't　changed　yet。〃
　He　leaned　over　me；　his　hair　gliding　around　my　face　as　he　kissed　me　gently　on　the　cheek。　〃Even　before　the　first　full　moon；　we　can　take　more　damage。　The　change　has　already　begun；　Anita。〃
　I　pushed　against　his　chest　until　he　drew　back　enough　for　me　to　see　his　face。　〃You've　always　been　holding　back；　haven't　you？〃
　〃Yes；〃　he　said。
　I　searched　his　face　and　saw　such　need　in　his　eyes；　and　I　knew　why　he'd　been　so　angry　at　Gregory。　He'd　said　that　he　almost　regretted　not　making　me　his　lupa　in　truth；　now　that　he'd　seen　me　be　Nimir…Ra；　but　it　was　more　than　that。　I　looked　into　his　brown　eyes　in　the　spill　of　early　morning　light　and　knew　that　he'd　wanted　me　to　be　what　he　was；　even　though　he　hated　it；　that　at　some　level　he'd　been　tempted　to　make　me　his　lupa　for　real。　Somewhere　in　the　lovemaking　where　he　had　to　be　so　careful；　he'd　thought　of　it；　more　than　once。　It　was　there　in　eyes；　his　face。　He　started　to　look　away　as　if　he　could　feel　that　I　saw　it　all；　but　he　made　himself　look　back；　meet　my　gaze。　He　was　almost　defiant。
　〃How　careful　have　you　been　of　me；　Richard？〃
　He　did　look　away　then；　using　his　hair　as　a　shield。　I　reached　through　that　thick　hair　to　touch　his　face；　to　turn　him　to　look　at　me。　〃Richard；　how　careful　have　you　been　of　me？〃
　There　was　something　close　to　pain　in　his　eyes。　He　whispered；　〃Very。〃
　I　held　his　face　between　my　hands。　〃You　don't　have　to　be　careful　anymore。〃
　A　look　of　soft　wonderment　crossed　his　face；　and　he　bent　his　head　down；　and　we　kissed；　kissed　as　we　had　earlier；　propping；　exploring；　taking　turns　at　thrusting　into　each　other。　He　drew　slowly　back　from　the　kiss；　and　I　felt　the　tip　of　him　touch　my　opening。　I　stared　down　the　length　of　our　bodies　so　I　could　watch　as　his　body　flexed　above　me；　and　he　thrust　himself　inside　me　harder　this　time；　quicker。　It　brought　my　breath　in　a　soundless　scream。
　〃Anita　。。。　〃
　I　opened　my　eyes；　not　realizing　I'd　closed　them。　I　gazed　up　at　him。　〃Don't　be　careful　anymore；　Richard；　don't　be　careful。〃
　He　smiled；　gave　me　a　quick　kiss；　then　he　was　back；　arched　above　me；　and　this　time　he　didn't　stop。　He　thrust　every　inch　of　himself　into　me　as　hard　and　as　fast　as　he　could。　The　sound　of　flesh　into　flesh　became　a　constant　sound；　a　wet　hammering。　I　realized　it　hadn't　been　just　his　size　that　made　him　careful；　but　his　strength。　He　could　have　bench…pressed　the　bed　we　lay　on；　and　that　strength　lay　not　ju