lh.narcissusinchains-第135部分

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　alphas　that　would　have　stood　up　for　us　all；　we'd　have　taken　these　guys　out　by　now。　But　Ulysses　loves　Ajax；　really　loves　him。　He　didn't　know　what　to　do。〃
　〃What　about　Narcissus？　He's　not　still　all　mushy　about　Chimera；　right？〃　I　said。
　〃No；　but　the　only　time　we've　been　allowed　to　see　Narcissus；　he　was　gagged。〃
　〃Narcissus　has　a　reputation；〃　Bobby　Lee　said；　〃of　being　a　tough　bastard。　I　don't　think　he　would　have　rolled　over　for　them。〃
　Bacchus　shrugged；　and　I　finally　freed　my　hand。　〃I　don't　know；〃　the　werehyena　said；　〃but　he　couldn't　tell　us　to　attack　them。　For　all　I　know　Chimera　may　have　taken　his　tongue。　He　did　that　to　Dionysus；　my　。。。　lover。〃　He　hugged　himself；　head　down；　eyes　closed。　〃He　gave　me　the　tongue　in　a　box　wrapped　with　a　ribbon。〃
　I'd　been　given　a　box　once　with　pieces　of　people　I　cared　about　in　it。　I'd　killed　the　ones　who'd　hurt　them；　killed　them　all。　But　the　damage　done　to　my　friends　had　been　permanent。　Nothing　I　could　do　would　fix　it；　because　they'd　been　human；　they　didn't　grow　back　lost　body　parts。
　Bacchus　kept　his　eyes　closed；　his　face　very　still；　as　if　he　were　holding　himself　tight；　afraid　to　lose　control。　I　didn't　know　what　to　say　in　the　face　of　his　pain。　How　did　I　go　from　trying　to　kill　him　to　feeling　bad　for　him？　Maybe　it　was　a　girl　thing；　or　maybe　I'd　been　oversocialized　as　a　child。　Whatever　the　reason；　I　found　myself　wanting　to　help　him；　but　not　wanting　to　risk　any　of　my　own　people。　Cris　was　dead　on　the　floor　of　Narcissus　in　Chains。　I　hadn't　known　Cris　long；　his　loss　wasn't　that　great　to　me；　it　just　wasn't。　But　if　I　went　in　there　in　force；　I'd　be　risking　people　I　would　miss。
　Still　。。。　〃Can　you　draw　a　plan；　a　layout　of　the　club；　mark　where　everybody　is　being　held？〃
　He　opened　his　eyes；　his　expression　surprised；　the　tears　he'd　been　holding　back　trailing　down　his　cheeks；　forgotten。　〃You'll　help　us？〃
　I　shrugged；　unfortable　at　the　frantic　relief　in　his　eyes。　〃I'm　not　sure　yet；　but　it　doesn't　hurt　to　find　out　what　we'd　be　up　against。〃
　Bacchus　took　my　hand　again；　pressed　it　to　his　cheek。　I　thought　at　first　it　was　going　to　be　some　kind　of　hyena　greeting；　but　he　laid　a　soft　kiss　on　my　hand　and　let　me　go。　〃Thank　you。〃
　〃Don't　thank　me　yet；　Bacchus；　don't　thank　me　yet。〃　I　didn't　say　out　loud　that　if　the　club　looked　too　hard　to　take；　like　it　would　cost　too　many　lives；　I　wouldn't　do　it。　I　kept　it　to　myself；　because　he　might　lie；　make　it　seem　easier。　The　person　he　loved　was　being　tortured。　People　will　do　a　lot　of　things　for　the　person　they　love；　even　stupid　things。
　
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　BOBBY　LEE　INSISTED　on　calling　Rafael　first　thing。　Nathaniel　and　Caleb　helped　me　get　Bacchus　settled　in　the　kitchen。　He　was　still　walking　like　things　hurt。　Gil　had　sat　down　at　the　end　of　the　couch　first　thing；　huddling。　He'd　been　withdrawn　since　I　told　him　to　stop　screaming。　Normally；　I'd　have　asked　what　was　wrong；　but　screw　it；　I　didn't　have　time　to　baby…sit　him　right　now。
　The　kitchen　was　dim　and　depressing　with　all　the　windows　and　the　sliding　glass　door　boarded　over。　We　had　to　turn　on　all　the　lights。　My　sunny　kitchen　had　been　turned　into　a　cave。
　An　hour　later　we　had　a　fair　map　of　the　inside　of　the　club。　Bacchus　knew　the　guard　schedule　for　the　hyenas　but　not　for　Chimera's　men。　He　did　the　best　he　could　but　said；　〃Chimera　changes　his　routine；　sometimes　every　day；　at　least　every　three　days。　One　day　he　kept　changing　his　orders　every　hour　or　so。　It　was　weird；　weirder　even　than　normal　for　Chimera。〃
　〃How　unstable　is　he？〃　Bobby　Lee　asked。
　Bacchus　actually　seemed　to　think　about　that　for　a　second　or　two。　I'd　thought　it　was　a　rhetorical　question；　maybe　I　was　wrong。　〃Sometimes　he　seems　fine。　Sometimes　he's　so　crazy　it　scares　me。　I　think　it　even　scares　his　own　people。〃　Bacchus　frowned　then　said；　〃I　heard　them　say　things；　like　he　literally　was　getting　crazier　and　they　were　afraid　of　him；　too。〃
　The　doorbell　rang。　It　made　me　jump。　Nathaniel　jumped　off　the　kitchen　counter；　where　he'd　been　sitting。　〃I'll　get　it。〃
　〃Check　and　see　who　it　is　first；〃　I　said。
　He　looked　back　over　his　shoulder；　the　look　on　his　face　clearly　saying　that　I　was　telling　him　something　he　already　knew。　After　months　of　sharing　room　and　board　with　me；　he　knew　to　check　the　door　before　he　opened　it。
　〃You　used　to　just　open　the　door；〃　I　said。
　〃I　know　better　now；〃　he　said　and　vanished　into　the　living　room。
　He　came　back　almost　immediately。　〃It's　the　werewolf　that　was　at　Narcissus　in　Chains；　the　one　called　Zeke。〃　Nathaniel　looked　a　little　pale。
　Bobby　Lee　and　I　both　had　guns　in　our　hands。　I　didn't　really　remember　drawing　mine。　I　was　looking　at　the　boarded…up　windows。　The　wood　was　a　little　more　protection　than　the　glass　had　been；　but　we　couldn't　see　through　the　wood　either。　The　bad　guys　could　sneak　up　on　us　better。　〃Is　he　alone？〃　I　asked。
　〃He's　the　only　one　standing　on　the　porch；〃　Nathaniel　said；　〃but　that　doesn't　mean　he's　alone。〃　His　eyes　were　a　touch　wide　when　he　said；　〃I　don't　smell　snakes　or　lions。〃　I　could　see　the　pulse　in　his　neck　jumping　under　his　skin。
　〃It's　going　to　be　alright；　Nathaniel；〃　I　said。
　He　nodded；　but　the　look　on　his　face　told　me　he　wasn't　convinced。　Gil　joined　us　in　the　kitchen。　〃What's　happening？〃
　〃Bad　guys；〃　I　said。
　〃More　of　them？〃　he　said；　voice　plaintive。
　〃You　might　have　been　safer　on　your　own；　Gil；〃　I　said。
　He　nodded。　〃I'm　beginning　to　see　that。〃　His　eyes　were　so　wide　it　looked　painful。
　I　had　brought　the　mini…Uzi　in　from　the　car　and　had　reloaded　it　from　the　gun　safe　upstairs。　I　took　it　off　the　kitchen　cabinet　and　debated　between　it　and　the　Browning。　The　doorbell　rang　again。　I　didn't　jump　this　time。　I　hung　the　Uzi　over　my　shoulder　by　its　strap　and　settled　the　Browning　more　fortably　in　my　hand。　The　Uzi　was　really　an　emergency　weapon。　The　fact　that　I'd　even　thought　about　answering　my　door　with　it　on　my　person　was　probably　a　bad　sign。　If　I　needed　more　than　a　9mm　to　answer　my　own　front　door；　I　should　just　leave　town。
　I　peered　out　at　the　living　room；　but　there　was　nothing　to　see　but　the　closed　front　door。　I　was　going　to　have　to　look　out　the　side　window　to　see　what　was　waiting　on　the　porch。　I　approached　the　door　with　the　Browning　in　a　two…handed　grip；　staying　to　one　side　of　the　door。　I　was　ready　in　case　they　started　shooting　through　the　door。　Of　course；　last　time　they'd　shot　through　the　windows；　too；　but　the　drapes　were　drawn；　and　it　was　the　best　I　was　going　to　be　able　to　do；　as　far　as　safety　went。
　I　knelt　by　the　window；　because　most　people　shoot　for　the　chest　or　head；　and　on　my　knees　I'm　a　lot　shorter。　I　eased　the　drape　to　one　side；　and　something　slapped　against　the　glass。　I　jumped　back；　bringing　the　gun　up；　but　nothing　else　happened。　I　had　an　image　in　my　head　of　what　it　had　been；　and　it　hadn't　been　a　gun。　I　thought　it　had　been　a　picture。　I　eased　the　drape　back　and　found　myself　staring　at　a　Polaroid　of　a　man　chained　to　a　wall。　He　was　nude；　covered　in　bloody　scratches；　blood　covering　most　of　his　body　so　it　was　hard　to　see　at　first　exactly　who　it　was。　Then　gradually　my　eyes　made　sense　of　it；　and　I　realized　it　was　Micah。　I　sat　back　abruptly　on　the　floor；　almost　like　I'd　fallen。　My　hand　dragged　at　the　drape；　keeping　it　open。　The　gun　wasn't　where　it　was　supposed　to　be；　but　hovered　in　the　air；　half…forgotten。　A　gag　cut　across　that　wide　mouth；　the　delicate　face　covered　in　blood　and　swollen　flesh。　The　long　hair　was　mounded　to　one　side；　as　if　it　were　so　sticky　with　blood　that　it　no　longer　moved　freely。　His　eyes　were　closed；　and　I　wondered　for　a　second　that　lasted　forever　if　he　was　dead。　But　there　was　something　about　the　way　he　hung　in　the　chains　that　said　alive。　Even　in　a　picture　there　is　a　stillness　to　death　that　the　live　cannot　mimic。　Or　maybe　I'd　just　seen　enough　bodies　to　know。
　Bobby　Lee　was　beside　me。　〃What　is　it；　what's　wrong？〃　Then　he　saw　the　picture；　and　I　heard　his　breath　go　in　sharp。　〃That's　your　Nimir…Raj；　isn't　it？〃
　I　nodded；　because　I　still　wasn't　breathing；　which　made　it　hard　to　talk。　I　closed　my　eyes　for　a　moment；　took　a　deep　cleansing　breath；　and　let　it　out　slowly。　It　shook　as　it　left　my　body。　I　cursed　silently。　〃Get　a　handle　on　it；　Anita；　you　can　do　better　than　this。〃
　〃What？〃　Bobby　Lee　asked。
　I　realized　I'd　said　the　last　aloud　and　shook　my　head；　letting　the　drape　fall　back　into　place