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 I looked at Jean…Claude and Richard and knew I'd decided to sleep with both of them tonight; however we arranged it。 But seeing them on the bed in the middle of all this; watching them at home in it; made me wonder about my decision。 It made me think that maybe; after all this time; I still didn't know what I was getting myself into。
 Asher was wandering the room looking at the things on the wall。 I couldn't read him like I could read the others; but he; too; seemed unruffled; and I didn't think it was an act。 Narcissus had swept into the room with Ajax at his back。 He'd agreed to leave everyone else in the hallway; or downstairs; in exchange for us leaving our extra wolves outside the room。 I guess for true privacy you did need less than a double digit worth of people in a room。
 Richard held his hand out to me。 〃It's okay; Anita。 Nothing in this room can hurt you without your permission; and you're not going to give that。〃 That wasn't exactly the forting ment I'd wanted; but I guess it was the truth。 I used to believe that truth was good; but I'd begun to realize that it is neither good; nor bad。 It's just the truth。 Life had been simpler when I believed in black…and…white absolutes。
 I took his hand and let him draw me to the bed; between Jean…Claude and himself。 Well; Narcissus had already made a play for Jean…Claude; so I guess we needed to make the hands…off point。 But it still bothered me that Richard put me between them; not simply beside him。 The warm; fuzzy feeling I'd had from the marriage of the marks seemed to be receding at an alarming rate。 Magic does that sometimes。
 I felt stiff and unfortable on the black bed between my two men。 〃What is wrong; ma petite? You are suddenly very tense。〃
 I looked at Jean…Claude; raising my eyebrows。 〃Am I the only one here that doesn't like this room?〃
 〃Jean…Claude liked this room very much; once;〃 Narcissus said。
 I turned and looked at the werehyena as he paced the room in his stocking feet。 〃What do you mean?〃 I asked。
 Jean…Claude answered; 〃Once; I submitted to unwanted advances because I was told to do so。 But those days are past。〃
 I stared at him; and he wouldn't meet my gaze。 His eyes were all for Narcissus; as the other man paced around the bed。
 〃I don't remember you being unwilling;〃 Narcissus said。 He leaned against the far post of the bed。
 〃I learned long ago to make a virtue of necessity;〃 Jean…Claude said。 〃Besides; Nikolaos; the old Master of the City; sent me to you。 You remember now she was; Narcissus。 Refusal of an order was not allowed。〃
 I'd had the horror of meeting Nikolaos personally。 She had been very; very scary。
 〃So I was an unpleasant duty。〃 He sounded angry。
 Jean…Claude shook his head。 〃Your body is pleasant; Narcissus。 What you like doing with your lovers; if they can take the damage; is not 。。。 〃 Jean…Claude looked down as if searching for the right word; then raised his midnight blue eyes to Narcissus; and I saw the effect that his gaze had on the shapeshifter。 Narcissus looked like he'd been hit between the eyes with a hammer  a handsome; charming hammer。
 〃Is not what?〃 Narcissus asked; his voice hoarse。
 〃Is not to my taste;〃 Jean…Claude said。 〃Besides; I must not have pleased you very much; for you did not do what my late master wished you to do。〃
 I was the reason that Nikolaos was the late Master of the City。 She'd been trying to kill me; and I'd gotten lucky。 She was dead; I wasn't。 And now Jean…Claude got to be Master of the City。 I hadn't planned that。 How much of it Jean…Claude had planned was still up for debate。 It is not just prejudice on my part that makes me trust him less than Richard。
 Narcissus put one knee on the bed; one hand still around the bedpost。 〃You pleased me very much。〃 The look on his face was too intimate。 They should have been alone for this conversation。 But; then again; watching the way Narcissus looked at Jean…Claude; maybe that wouldn't have been such a great idea。 From Jean…Claude all I sensed was a desire to soothe any injured feelings。 But I was betting if I could peek inside Narcissus's head I'd find a different kind of desire。
 〃Nikolaos thought I failed her and punished me for it。〃
 〃I could not ally myself with her  not even for you as my permanent toy。〃
 Jean…Claude raised an eyebrow at that。 〃I do not remember that being part of the deal。〃
 〃When I first told her no; she sweetened the offer。〃 Narcissus crawled onto the bed。 He stayed crouched on all fours; as if he were expecting someone to e up behind him。
 〃In what way did she sweeten the offer?〃
 Narcissus started to crawl across the bed; slowly; his knees catching on the hem of his dress as he moved。 〃She offered you to me for always; to do with as I wished。〃
 A thrill of terror ran through me from my toes to the top of my head。 It took me a second to realize it wasn't my fear。 Richard and I both turned to Jean…Claude。 His face showed nothing。 It was his usual polite; attractive; almost bored mask。 But we could both feel the cold; screaming terror in his mind at the thought of how close he'd e to being Narcissus's permanent 。。。 guest。
 It filled him with a fear that was larger than the shapeshifter。 Images flashed through my mind; memories。 Chained on my stomach on rough wood; the sound of a whip going back; the shock of it biting into my skin; and the knowledge that it was only the first blow。 The wave of utter despair that followed that memory left me blinking back tears。 I had a confused image of being tied to a wall; with a hand rotted to green pus caressing my body。 Then the images stopped abruptly; like someone had thrown a switch。 But the body the hand had been traveling down had been male。 They were Jean…Claude's memories; not mine。 He'd been projecting his memories on me and when he realized it; he'd blocked it。
 I looked at him and couldn't keep the horror out of my eyes。 My hair hid my face from Narcissus; and I was glad because I couldn't be blasé about what I'd just seen。 Jean…Claude didn't look at me but kept his eyes on Narcissus。 I was trying not to cry; and Jean…Claude's face betrayed nothing。
 Jean…Claude hadn't been remembering Narcissus's abuse; but others; many; countless others。 It wasn't the pain I carried away from the memories; but the despair。 The thought that I 。。。 no; he。 He had not owned his own body。 He had never been a prostitute; or rather; he had never traded sex for money。 But for power; the whim of whoever was his current master; and strangely for safety; he had traded sex for centuries。 I'd known that; but I'd pictured him as the seducer。 What I'd just seen had nothing to do with seduction。
 A small sound came from Richard; and I turned to him。 His eyes were shiny with unshed tears; and he had the same look of numb horror that I felt on my own face。 We looked at each other for a long frozen moment; then a tear trickled down his face a second before a hot line of tears eased down my own。
 He reached for my hand and I took it。 And we both turned to Jean…Claude。 He was still watching; even talking; though I hadn't heard any of it; with Narcissus。 The other man had crawled all the way across that huge bed to be within touching distance of us all。 But it wasn't us all that he wanted to touch。
 〃Sweet; sweet; Jean…Claude; I thought I had forgotten you; but seeing you tonight on the floor with the two of them made me remember。〃 He reached out towards Jean…Claude; and Richard grabbed his wrist。
 〃Don't touch him。 Don't ever touch him again。〃
 Narcissus looked from Jean…Claude to Richard and finally back to Richard。 〃Such possessiveness; it must be true love。〃 I had a ringside seat and watched the muscles in Richard's hands and forearm tense as he squeezed that dainty wrist。
 Narcissus laughed; voice shaky; but not with pain。 〃Such strength; such passion; would he crush my wrist just for trying to touch your hair?〃 His voice held amusement and what I finally realized was excitement。 Richard touching him; threatening him; hurting him 。。。 He was enjoying it。
 I felt Richard realize it too; but he didn't let go。 Instead he jerked the other man off balance until he fell against his body。 Narcissus made a small surprised sound。 Richard kept one hand on his w

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