lh.narcissusinchains-第36部分
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kill you。〃 I wanted so badly to just give Richard blanket protection； but I couldn't。 It would weaken his position； and his position was weak enough already。
〃But if it's fair； you'll stay out of it？〃
I leaned against the wall and tried to think。 〃I'll be honest； Jacob； I love Richard。 I don't always understand him； or even agree with him； but I love him。 I'm ready to kill you over someone who has never been my lover or even a good friend。 So； yeah； you kill Richard； and I'm really； really going to want to kill you。〃
〃But you won't；〃 he said。
I didn't like how persistent he was about the issue。 It made me nervous。 〃I'll make you a deal； you don't challenge Richard for Ulfric until after the next full moon； then whatever happens； as long as it's fair； I'll stay out of it。〃
〃What if it's sooner？〃 he asked。
〃Then I am going to rain all over your parade。〃
〃You're undercutting Richard's authority；〃 he said。
〃No； Jacob； no I'm not。 I wouldn't be killing you because I was lupa or any werewolf stuff。 I'd be killing you because I am just that vindictive。 Give me a few weeks until after the full moon； and you're in the clear on this one； if you've got the cojones to finish the job。〃
〃You think Richard will kill me； instead？〃
〃He killed the last Ulfric； Jacob。 That's how he got the job。〃
〃If I don't agree to this； you'll just shoot me？〃
〃From a nice； safe distance； oh； yeah。〃
〃I can promise that I won't challenge Richard until after the full moon； but I can't promise that the vote won't go against Gregory。 He was one that Raina； the old lupa； used to help punish some members of the pack。 There's more than one woman here that he helped rape。〃
〃I know。〃
〃Then how can you defend him？〃
〃He did what his old alpha told him to do； and what Raina； the wicked bitch of the west； told him to do。 Gregory isn't a dominant； he's lesser； and he does what he's told； like a good submissive shapeshifter。 Ever since I took over as his alpha； he's refused to rape and torture。 As soon as he had a choice； he stopped doing it。 Ask Sylvie。 Gregory let himself be tortured instead of helping to rape her。〃
〃She told the story to the pack。〃
〃You don't sound impressed。〃
〃It's not me you have to impress； Anita； it's the others。〃
〃Help me figure out a way to impress them； Jacob。〃
〃Are you serious？ You want me to help you save the leopard？〃
〃Yeah。〃
〃That's ridiculous。 I'm Geri of Thronnos Rokke clan。 I don't have to help a wereleopard that even you admit isn't a dominant。〃
〃Don't go all class conscious on me； Jacob。 Remember the early part of our conversation； the part about you dying？ I blame you for the mess。 And you will help me clean it up； or I will splatter your brains all over the walls。〃
〃You can't bring guns into the lupanar。〃
I laughed； and even to me it was an unsettling sound； creepy even。 〃You going to spend the rest of your life inside the lupanar？〃
〃Jesus；〃 he said； voice soft； 〃you're talking about assassinating me。〃
I laughed again。 A small voice in my head was screaming at me； telling me I was being a very good sociopath。 But Rebecca of Sunnybrook Farm wasn't going to cut it with Jacob。 Maybe later I could afford to be soft。 〃I think we finally understand each other； Jacob。 Here's my cell phone number。 You call me before tomorrow night with a plan。〃
〃What if I can't e up with one？〃
〃Not my problem。〃
〃You'll kill me even if I try and save him really try and save your leopard； but fail。 You'll still kill me。〃
〃Yes。〃
〃You cold bitch。〃
〃Sticks and stones will break your bones； but failure will get you killed。 Call me Jacob； make it soon。〃 I hung up the phone。
11
〃I SEE WHAT you mean about you being practical；〃 Micah said。 He was standing quietly watching me； face carefully neutral； but he couldn't quite keep everything off his face。 He was pleased。 Pleased with me； I think。
〃You not going to run screaming because I'm a bloodthirsty sociopath？〃
He smiled； and again his long lashes came down over his eyes。 〃I don't think you're a sociopath； Anita。 I think you do what needs doing to protect your pard。〃 He raised that yellow…green gaze to me。 〃I find that admirable； not something to criticize。〃
I sighed。 〃Good that someone approves。〃
He smiled； and it was that mixture of condescension； happiness； and sorrow； that I'd seen before。 A plex smile； that。 〃The Ulfric means well。〃
〃You know what they say about good intentions； Micah。 If he's determined to take himself to hell； fine。 But he has no right to drag the rest of us along with him。〃
〃I agree。〃
It made me tired that Micah agreed with me。 I wasn't in love with him。 Why couldn't it be Richard who agreed with me？ Of course； there was someone else。 I needed to get to Jean…Claude while it was still dark。
〃I had to put off the shower； first to be a gentleman； and let you go first； then so the noise wouldn't interrupt your phone call。 I need to get clean now； if you don't mind。〃
〃I'll give you some privacy。〃 I turned towards the door。
〃It wasn't privacy I was asking for； just explaining why I was turning the water on during our conversation。〃 he said。
That turned me around at the door。 〃What conversation？〃
He turned on the shower； testing the water with his hand； adjusting the heat； talking over his shoulder。 〃I've never felt another Nimir…Ra with the kind of power you put off。 It was amazing。〃
〃Glad you enjoyed it； but I've really got to go。〃
He turned to face me； stepping back into the water； throwing his head back for a second to wet his hair。 The water hit his neck and he let out a hissing breath； bending over at the shoulders like it really hurt。
I went back into the room。 〃Are you alright？〃
He nodded and stopped in mid…motion。 〃I will be。〃
I was close enough that when he raised his head I could see the water beaded on his face； clinging in thick drops to his lashes。 I stood to one side； getting sprayed with just the faintest mist of the water。 I got my first good look at the side of his neck。 〃Shit。〃 I reached through the water to touch his face； turned him slowly so I could see the bite。
He had a perfect imprint of my teeth in the right side of his neck。 The wound was still seeping blood； so the circle of toothmarks was filled with crimson。 The tanned flesh of his neck was already bruising； dark colors swirling to the surface of his skin。
〃God； Micah； I'm sorry。〃
〃Don't be sorry； it is a love bite。〃
I dropped my hand from his face。 〃Yeah； right； it looks like I tried to eat your throat out。〃 I frowned。 〃Why hasn't it started healing？〃
〃Wounds made by the teeth and claws of another lycanthrope heal slower than most； not as slow as silver； but slower than say； steel。〃
〃I am sorry。〃
〃And I said； don't be sorry。〃
〃The last Ulfric I bit like this and it wasn't nearly this bad； I didn't even break the skin he considered it an insult。 He said； it meant I considered myself higher in the pack than he was。〃
〃We are not wolves。 To the pard a wound on the neck from a Nimir…Ra is a sign that the sex was good。〃
That made me blush。
〃I didn't mean to embarrass you； just to explain that you don't owe me an apology。 I enjoyed it。〃
I blushed harder。
〃Together we could do great things for our pard。〃
I shook my head。 〃We won't know for sure that I'm going to be Nimir…Ra for a few days。 Let's take it slow until then。〃
〃If you want to。〃 His gaze was too direct； and I was suddenly aware that he was nude in a shower。 I was getting better at ignoring； or at least not being bothered； around nudity。 But there were moments when you had to be aware of it； when the look in the other person's eyes made you aware of it。
〃I want to；〃 I said。
He turned his back； lowering his head so the water beat on his shoulders； back； lower things。 The spray widened as he moved through it； spattering on my face； shoulders； arms； legs； across the towel。 It was time for me to leave； past time。
I was at the door again when he called after me。 〃Anita。〃
I turned back。
He was standing facing me； rubbing liquid soap from one of the wall dispensers on his body。 He was doing his arms as I turned around； lathering his chest as he talked。 〃If you wa
