mc.risingsun-第63部分
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〃Jesus；〃 I said。 〃What are we going to do？〃
Because there is a thing about being a policeman。 Most of the time； you feel pretty good。 But at certain points； it es back to you that you are just a cop。 The truth is； you're pretty far down the ladder。 And you are reluctant to take on certain kinds of people； certain kinds of power。 It gets messy。 It gets out of control。 You can have your ass handed to you。
〃What do we do？〃 I said again。
〃One thing at a time；〃 Connor said。 〃Is this your apartment building up here？〃
The TV minivans were lined up along the street。 There were several sedans with PRESS signs behind the windshield。 A knot of reporters stood outside the front door to my apartment； and along the street。 Among the reporters I saw Weasel Wilhelm； leaning against his car。 I didn't see my ex…wife。
〃Keep driving； kōhai；〃 Connor said。 〃Go to the end of the block and turn right。〃
〃Why？〃
〃I took the liberty of calling the D。A。's office a while ago。 I arranged for you to meet your wife in the park down here。〃
〃You did？〃
〃I thought it would be better for everybody。〃
I drove around the corner。 Hampton Park was adjacent to the elementary school。 At this hour of the afternoon； kids were outside； playing baseball。 I drove slowly along the street； looking for a parking place。 I passed a sedan with two people inside。 There was a man in the passenger seat； smoking a cigarette。 There was a woman behind the wheel； drumming her fingers on the dashboard。 It was Lauren。
I parked the car。
〃I'll wait here；〃 Connor said。 〃Good luck。〃
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She always favored pale colors。 She was wearing a beige suit and a cream silk blouse。 Her blond hair was pulled back。 No jewelry。 Sexy and businesslike at the same time； her particular talent。
We walked along the sidewalk on the edge of the park； looking at the kids playing ball。 Neither of us said anything。 The man who had e with her waited in the car。 A block away； we could see the press clustered outside my apartment。
Lauren looked at them and said； 〃Jesus Christ； Peter。 I can't believe you； I really can't。 This is very badly handled。 This is very insensitive to my position。〃
I said； 〃Who told them？〃
〃Not me。〃
〃Someone did。 Someone told them you were ing at four o'clock。〃
〃Well； it wasn't me。〃
〃You just happened to show up with full makeup on？〃
〃I was in court this morning。〃
〃Okay。 Fine。〃
〃Fuck you； Peter。〃
〃I said； fine。〃
〃Such a fucking detective。〃
She turned； and we walked back the way we had e。 Moving away from the press。
She sighed。 〃Look；〃 she said。 〃Let's try and be civil about this。〃
〃Okay。〃
〃I don't know how you managed to get yourself into this mess； Peter。 I'm sorry； but you're going to have to give up custody。 I can't permit my daughter to be raised in a suspect environment。 I can't allow that。 I have my position to think of。 My reputation in the office。〃
Lauren was always preoccupied with appearances。 〃Why is the environment suspect？〃
〃Why？ Child abuse is an extremely serious allegation； Peter。〃
〃There's no child abuse。〃
〃The allegations from your past must be dealt with。〃
〃You know all about those allegations；〃 I said。 〃You were married to me。 You know everything about it。〃
She said stubbornly； 〃Michelle has to be tested。〃
〃Fine。 The exam will be negative。〃
〃At this point； I don't really care what the exam shows。 It's gone beyond that； Peter。 I'm going to have to get custody。 For my peace of mind。〃
〃Oh； for Christ's sake。〃
〃Yes； Peter。〃
〃You don't know what it's like to raise a child。 It'll take too much time away from your career。〃
〃I have no choice； Peter。 You have left me no choice。〃 Now she sounded long suffering。 Martyrdom was always one of her strong suits。
I said； 〃Lauren； you know the past accusations are false。 You're just running with this thing because Wilhelm called you。〃
〃He didn't call me。 He called the assistant D。A。 He called my boss。〃
〃Lauren。〃
〃I'm sorry； Peter。 But you brought it on yourself。〃
〃Lauren。〃
〃I mean it。〃
〃Lauren； this is very dangerous。〃
She laughed harshly。 〃Tell me。 You think I don't know how dangerous this is； Peter？ This could be my ass。〃
〃What are you talking about？〃
〃What do you think I'm talking about； you son of a bitch？〃 she said； furiously。 〃I'm talking about Las Vegas。〃
I was silent。 I didn't follow her line of thought at all。
〃Look；〃 she said。 〃How many times have you been to Las Vegas？〃
〃Just once。〃
〃And the one time you went； you won big？〃
〃Lauren； you know all about that… 〃
〃Yes； I do。 Clearly I do。 And what is the timing of your big winning trip to Las Vegas； and the accusations against you of child abuse？ A week apart？ Two weeks apart？〃
So that was it。 She was worried that somebody could put those two things together； that it could be traced back； somehow。 And that it would implicate her。
〃You should have made another trip； last year。〃
〃I was busy。〃
〃If you remember； Peter； I told you to go every year； for the next couple of years。 Establish a pattern。〃
〃I was busy。 I had a child to raise。〃
〃Well。〃 She shook her head。 〃Now we're here。〃
I said； 〃What's the problem？ They'll never figure it out。〃
That was when she really exploded。 〃Never figure it out？ They've already figured it out。 They already know； Peter。 I'm sure they've already talked to Martinez or Hernandez or whoever that couple is。〃
〃But they can't possibly… 〃
〃For Christ's sake。 How do you think somebody gets a job as Japanese liaison？ How did you get the job； Peter？〃
I frowned； thinking back。 It was more than a year ago。 〃There was a posting of the job in the department。 A list of candidates applied for it 。 。 。〃
〃Yes。 And then what？〃
I hesitated。 The truth was； I wasn't sure exactly what happened administratively。 I had just applied for the job and had forgotten all about it； until it came through。 I had been busy in those days。 Working in the press section was a hectic job。
〃I'll tell you what happens；〃 Lauren said。 〃The chief of Special Services for the department makes a final determination of appropriate candidates； in consultation with members of the Asian munity。〃
〃Well； that's probably true； but I don't see… 〃
〃And do you know how long the members of the Asian munity take to review the list of candidates？ Three months； Peter。 That's long enough to learn everything about the people on that list。 Everything。 They know everything from the size of your shirt collar to your financial status。 And believe me； they know about the allegations of child abuse。 And your trip to Las Vegas。 And they can put it together。 Anybody can put it together。〃
I was going to protest； when I found myself remembering what Ron said earlier in the day： Now they watch the backhaul。
She said； 〃You're going to stand there and tell me you don't know how all this works？ That you weren't paying attention to the process？ Christ； Peter； e on。 You understood what was involved in that liaison job： you wanted the money。 Just like everybody else who has anything to do with the Japanese。 You know how they make their deals。 There's something for everyone。 You get something。 The department gets something。 The chief gets something。 Everybody gets taken care of。 And in return they get to pick exactly the kind of person they want as a liaison。 They know they have a handle on you going in。 And now they have a handle on me； too。 All because you didn't take your goddamn trip to Las Vegas last year and establish a pattern； the way I told you to。〃
〃So now you think you have to get custody of Michelle？〃
She sighed。 〃At this point； we're just playing out our roles。〃
She glanced at her watch； and looked toward the reporters。 I saw that she was impatient to get on with it； to meet the press and make the speech she had already prepared for herself。 Lauren had always had a strong sense of drama。
〃Are you sure what your role is； Lauren？ Because it's going to get very messy around here in the next few hours。 You may not want to be involved。〃
〃I am involved。〃
〃No。〃 I took the Polaroid out of my pocket and showed it to her。
〃What's this？〃
〃That's a video frame from the Nakamoto security tapes；
