anner.vittoriothevampire-第25部分

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　The　meadow　spread　out　around　us；　vast　and　cool；　and　utterly　given　over　to　the　blowing　lilies。　Was　she　with　me？　Beside　me？　It　seemed　in　one　radiant　instant　I　stood　alone　and　heard　her　cry　out　as　if　she　were　behind　me。　I　meant；　within　this　ecstatic　dream；　this　fluttering　cooling　dream　of　blue　skies　and　tender　breaking　stems；　to　turn　and　go　to　her。　But　out　of　the　corner　of　my　eyes；　I　beheld　something　of　such　splendor　and　magnificence　that　my　soul　leapt。　〃Look；　yes；　you　see！〃
　My　head　fell　back。　The　dream　was　gone。　The　high　white　marble　walls　of　the　prison　castle　rose　above　my　hurting　gaze。　She　held　me　and　stared　down　at　me；　bewildered；　her　lips　bloody。
　She　hoisted　me　in　her　arms。　I　was　as　helpless　as　a　child。　She　carried　me　down　the　stairs；　and　there　was　nothing　I　could　do　to　rouse　my　limbs。
　It　seemed　all　the　world　above　was　tiny　figures　ranging　on　balconies　and　battlements　and　laughing　and　pointing　with　their　tiny　outstretched　hands；　so　dark　against　the　torches　all　around　them。　Blood　red；　smell　it。
　〃But　what　was　it；　did　you　see　it　in　the　field？〃　I　asked　her。　〃No！〃　she　cried。　She　looked　so　frightened。
　I　lay　on　a　heap　of　hay；　a　makeshift　bed；　and　the　poor　underfed　demon　peasant　boys　stared　stupidly　down　at　me　with　bloodshot　eyes；　and　she；　she　wept；　her　hands　again　to　her　face。　〃I　cannot　leave　him　here；〃　she　said。
　She　was　far；　far　away。　I　heard　people　crying。　Was　there　a　revolt　among　the　drugged　and　the　damned？　I　heard　people　weeping。
　〃But　you　will；　and　e　to　the　kettle　first　and　give　your　blood。〃　Who　spoke　those　words？　I　didn't　know。　〃。。。　time　for　the　Mass。〃
　〃You　won't　take　him　tonight。〃
　〃Why　are　they　crying？〃　I　asked。　〃Listen；　Ursula；　they've　all　started　crying。〃
　One　of　the　scrawny　boys　stared　right　into　my　eyes。　He　had　a　hand　on　the　back　of　my　neck　and　a　warm　cup　of　brew　to　my　mouth。　I　didn't　want　it　to　slop　down　my　chin。　I　drank　and　drank。　It　filled　my　mouth。
　〃Not　tonight；〃　came　Ursula's　voice。　Kisses　on　my　forehead；　on　my　neck。　Someone　snatched　her　away。　I　felt　her　hand　hold　tight　to　mine；　then　I　felt　her　pulled　away。　〃e　now；　Ursula；　leave　him。〃
　〃Sleep；　my　darling；〃　she　cried　in　my　ear。　I　felt　her　skirts　brushing　me。　〃Vittorio；　sleep。〃
　The　cup　was　thrown　aside。　Stupidly；　in　utter　intoxication　I　watched　the　contents　spill　and　sink　darkly　into　the　mounded　hay。　She　knelt　before　me；　her　mouth　open　and　tender　and　luscious　and　red。
　She　took　my　face　in　her　cool　hands。　The　blood　poured　out　of　her　mouth　and　into　mine。
　〃Oh；　love；〃　I　said。　I　wanted　to　see　the　field。　It　didn't　e。　〃Let　me　see　the　field！　Let　me　see　it！〃
　But　there　was　no　meadow；　only　the　shocking　sight　of　her　face　again；　and　then　a　dimming　light；　a　gathering　embrace　of　darkness　and　sound。　I　could　no　longer　fight。　I　could　no　longer　speak。　I　could　no　longer　remember。。。　But　someone　had　said　that　very　thing。
　And　the　crying。　It　was　so　sad。　Such　crying；　such　doleful；　helpless　weeping。
　When　next　I　opened　my　eyes；　it　was　morning。　The　sun　hurt　me；　and　my　head　ached　unbearably。
　A　man　was　on　top　of　me；　trying　to　get　my　clothes　off　me。　Drunken　fool。　I　turned　over；　dizzy　and　sick；　sick　to　vomiting；　and　threw　him　off；　and　with　a　sound　blow　knocked　him　senseless。
　I　tried　to　get　up　but　I　couldn't。　The　nausea　was　intolerable。　All　around　me　others　slept。　The　sun　hurt　my　eyes。　It　scalded　my　skin。　I　snuggled　into　the　hay。　The　heat　beat　down　on　my　head；　and　when　I　ran　my　own　fingers　through　my　hair；　my　hair　felt　hot。　The　pain　in　my　head　throbbed　in　my　ears。
　〃e　into　the　shelter；〃　a　voice　said。　It　was　an　old　crone；　and　she　beckoned　to　me　from　beneath　a　thatched　roof。　〃e　in；　where　it's　cool。〃
　〃Curse　you　all；〃　I　said。　I　slept。　I　drifted。
　Sometime　during　the　late　afternoon　I　came　to　my　senses。
　I　found　myself　on　my　knees　near　one　of　the　kettles。　I　was　drinking　in　a　slovenly　wretched　manner　from　a　bowl　of　brew。　The　old　woman　had　given　it　to　me。
　〃The　demons；〃　I　said。　〃They　are　asleep。　We　can。。。　we　can。。。〃　but　then　the　futility　of　it　overcame　me。　I　wanted　to　throw　away　the　cup；　but　I　drank　the　hot　brew。
　〃It's　not　just　blood；　it's　wine；　it's　good　wine；〃　said　the　old　woman。　〃Drink　it；　my　boy；　and　feel　no　pain。　They'll　kill　you　soon　enough。　It's　not　so　terrible。〃　When　it　was　dark　again；　I　knew　it。　I　rolled　over。
　I　could　fully　open　my　eyes；　and　they　did　not　hurt　as　they　had　in　the　day
　I　knew　that　I　had　lost　the　whole　arc　of　the　sun　in　this　drugged　and　stupid　and　disastrous　languor。　I　had　fallen　into　their　plans。　I　had　been　helpless　when　I　should　have　been　trying　to　rouse　these　useless　ones　around　me　to　mutiny。　Good　God；　how　could　I　have　let　it　happen！　Oh；　the　sadness；　the　dim　distant　sadness。。。　And　the　sweetness　of　slumber。　〃Wake；　boy。〃　A　demon　voice。　〃They　want　you　tonight。〃
　〃Oh；　and　who　wants　me　for　what？〃　I　asked。　I　looked　up。　The　torches　were　alight。　All　was　twinkling　and　glowing；　and　there　came　the　soft　rustle　of　green　leaves　overhead　…　the　sharp　sweet　smell　of　the　orange　trees。　The　world　was　woven　of　dancing　flames　above　and　the　entrancing　patterns　of　the　black　leaves。　The　world　was　hunger　and　thirst。
　The　brew　simmered；　and　that　scent　blotted　out　all　else。　I　opened　my　mouth　for　it；　though　there　was　none　of　it　near　me。
　〃I'll　give　it　to　you；〃　said　the　demon　voice。　〃But　sit　up。　I　must　clean　you　up。　You　must　look　good　for　tonight。〃
　〃For　what？〃　I　said。　〃All　of　them　are　dead。〃
　〃Who？〃
　〃My　family。〃
　〃There　is　no　family　here。　This　is　the　Court　of　the　Ruby　Grail。　You　are　the　property　of　the　Lord　of　the　Court。　Now；　e；　I　have　to　prepare　you。〃
　〃For　what　do　you　prepare　me？〃
　〃For　the　Mass；　you're　to　go；　get　up；〃　said　the　demon；　who　stood　wearily　over　me；　leaning　on　his　broom；　his　shining　hair　an　elfin　mess　around　his　face。　〃Get　up；　boy。　They'll　want　you。　It's　almost　midnight。〃
　〃No；　no；　not　almost　midnight；　no！〃　I　cried　out。　〃No！〃
　〃Don't　be　afraid；〃　he　said；　coldly；　wearily。　〃It's　useless。〃
　〃But　you　don't　understand；　it's　the　loss　of　time；　the　loss　of　reason；　the　loss　of　hours　during　which　my　heart　beat　and　my　brain　slept！　I'm　not　afraid；　you　miserable　demon！〃　He　held　me　flat　to　the　hay。　He　washed　my　face。
　〃There；　there；　you　are　a　handsome　fine　one。　They　always　sacrifice　those　such　as　you　right　away。　You're　too　strong；　too　fine　of　limb　and　face。　Look　at　you；　and　the　Lady　Ursula　dreaming　of　you　and　weeping　for　you。　They　took　her　away。〃
　〃Ah；　but　I　was　dreaming　too。。。〃　I　said。　Was　I　talking　to　this　monstrous　attendant　as　though　he　and　I　were　friends？　Where　was　the　great　magnificent　web　of　my　dreams；　the　immense　and　luminous　majesty？
　〃You　can　talk　to　me；　why　not？〃　he　said。　〃You　will　die　in　rapture；　my　pretty　young　Lord；〃　he　said。　〃And　you'll　see　the　church　all　alight；　and　the　Mass；　you'll　be　the　sacrifice。〃
　〃No；　I　dreamed　of　the　meadow；〃　I　said。　〃I　saw　something　in　the　meadow。　No；　it　wasn't　Ursula。〃　I　was　talking　to　myself；　to　my　own　sick　bedeviled　mind；　talking　to　my　wits　to　make　them　listen。　〃I　saw　someone　in　the　meadow；　someone　so。。。　I　can't。。。〃
　〃You　make　things　so　painful　for　yourself；〃　said　the　demon　soothingly。　〃Here；　I　have　all　your　buttons　and　buckles　right。　What　a　fine　Lord　you　must　have　been。〃
　Must　have　been；　must　have　been；　must　have　been。。。　〃You　hear　that？〃　he　asked。
　〃I　hear　nothing。〃
　〃It's　the　clock；　striking　the　third　quarter　of　the　hour。　It's　almost　time　for　the　Mass。　Don't　pay　attention　to　the　noise。　It's　the　others　who'll　be　sacrificed。　Don't　let　it　unnerve　you。　Just　so　much　mon　weeping。〃
　
　
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　REQUIEM；　OR　THE　HOLY　SACRIFICE　OF　THE　MASS　AS　I　HAD　NEVER　SEEN　IT
　
　HAD　ever　a　chapel　been　more　beautiful？　Had　ever　white　marble　been　used　to　such　an　advantage；　and　from　which　a　fount　of　eternal　gold　had　e　these　glorious　curlicues　and　serpentine　adornments；　these　high…pointed　windows；　illuminated　from　without　by　fierce　fires　that　brought　into　the　perfection　of　jewels　their　tiny　thick　facets　of　tinted　glass　to　form　their　solemn　narrow　and　seemingly　sacred　pictures？　But　they　were　not　sacred　pictures。
　I　stood　in　the　choir　loft；　high　above　the　vestibule；　looking　down　over　the　great　nave　and　at　the　altar　at　the　far　end。　Once　again　I　was　flanked　by　ominous　and　regal　Lords；　who　seemed　now　to　be　absolutely　fervent　in　their　duty　as　they　held　me　firm　and　standing　by　the　arms