anner.vittoriothevampire-第33部分

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　〃No；　you　mustn't；　you　must　tell　Cosimo。　It　was　not　an　act　of　war；　what　happened　to　my　family；　not　by　human　beings。。。〃
　〃Hush；　child。〃
　Chaste　hands　sponged　the　water　over　my　shoulders。　I　sat　slumped　against　the　warm　metal　back　of　the　tub。
　〃。。。　di　Raniari；　always　loyal；〃　said　one　of　them　to　me。　〃And　your　brother　was　to　e　to　study　with　us；　your　sweet　brother；　Matteo。。。〃
　I　let　out　a　terrible　cry。　A　soft　hand　sealed　my　lips。
　〃Sforza　himself　will　punish　them。　He'll　clean　out　that　country。〃
　I　cried　and　cried。　No　one　could　understand　me。　They　wouldn't　listen　to　me。
　The　monks　lifted　me　to　my　feet。　I　was　dressed　in　a　long　fortable　soft　linen　robe。　It　came　to　me　that　I　was　being　dressed　for　execution；　but　the　hour　of　such　danger　had　passed。　〃I　am　not　mad！〃　I　said　clearly。
　〃No；　not　at　all；　only　grief…stricken。〃
　〃You　understand　me！〃
　〃You　are　tired。〃
　〃The　bed　is　soft　for　you；　brought　specially　for　you；　hush；　don't　rave　anymore。〃
　〃Demons　did　it；〃　I　whispered。　〃They　weren't　soldiers。〃
　〃I　know；　son；　I　know。　War　is　terrible。　War　is　the　Devil's　work。〃
　〃No；　but　it　wasn't　war。　Will　you　listen　to　me？〃
　〃Hush；　this　is　Ramiel　at　your　ear；　didn't　I　tell　you　to　sleep？　Will　you　listen　to　us？　We　have　heard　your　thoughts　as　well　as　your　words！〃
　I　lay　down　on　the　bed　flat　on　my　chest。　The　monks　brushed　and　dried　my　hair。　My　hair　was　so　long　now。　Unkempt；　country　Lord　hair。　But　this　was　an　immense　fort　to　be　bathed　and　gentlemanly　clean。
　〃Those　are　candles？〃　I　asked。　〃The　sun　has　gone　down？〃
　〃Yes；〃　said　the　monk　beside　me。　〃You　have　slept。〃
　〃May　I　have　more　candles？〃
　〃Yes；　I'll　bring　them　to　you。〃
　I　lay　in　the　darkness。　I　blinked　and　tried　to　shape　the　words　of　the　Ave。
　Many　lights　appeared　in　the　door；　some　six　or　seven　in　a　cluster；　each　a　sweet　small　perfectly　shaped　flame。　Then　they　fluttered　as　the　monk's　feet　came　softly　towards　me。　I　saw　him　clearly　as　he　knelt　to　place　the　candelabra　beside　my　bed。
　He　was　thin　and　tall；　a　sapling　in　hollow　willowy　robes。　His　hands　were　so　clean。　〃You　are　in　a　special　cell。　Cosimo　has　sent　men　to　bury　your　dead。〃
　〃Thanks　be　to　God；〃　I　said。　〃Yes。〃　So　now　I　could　speak！
　〃They　are　still　talking　down　there；　and　it's　late；〃　said　the　monk。　〃Cosimo　is　troubled。　He'll　stay　the　night　here。　The　whole　city　is　filled　with　Venetian　agitators　stirring　up　the　populace　against　Cosimo。〃
　〃Now　hush；〃　said　another　monk　who　appeared　suddenly。　He　bent　down　and　lifted　my　head　to　place　another　thick　pillow　beneath　it。
　What　bliss　this　was。　I　thought　of　the　damned　ones　imprisoned　in　the　coop。　〃Oh；　horrors！　It's　night；　and　they're　waiting　for　the　horrible　munion。〃
　〃Who；　child？　What　munion？〃
　Once　again；　I　glimpsed　figures　moving；　drifting；　as　it　were；　in　the　shadows。　But　they　were　too　soon　gone。
　I　had　to　vomit。　I　needed　the　basin。　They　held　my　hair　for　me。　Did　they　see　the　blood　in　the　candlelight？　The　pure　streak　of　blood？　It　smelled　so　rotten。
　〃How　can　one　survive　such　poison？〃　one　monk　whispered　to　the　other　in　Latin。　〃Do　we　dare　purge　him？〃
　〃You'll　frighten　him。　Be　quiet。　He　has　no　fever。〃
　〃Well；　you're　damned　wrong　if　you　think　you　took　my　wits；〃　I　declared　suddenly。　I　shouted　it　to　Florian　and　to　Godric　and　to　all　of　them。
　The　monks　looked　at　me　in　urgent　astonishment。
　I　laughed。　〃I　only　was　talking　to　those　who　tried　to　hurt　me；〃　I　said；　again　letting　each　word　have　a　clear　distinct　shape。
　The　thin　monk　with　the　remarkably　scrubbed　hands　knelt　by　me。　He　smoothed　my　forehead。　〃And　the　beautiful　sister；　the　sister　who　was　to　be　married；　is　she　too。。。　？〃
　〃Bartola！　She　was　to　be　married？　I　didn't　know。　Well；　he　can　have　her　head　for　a　maidenhead。〃　I　wept。　〃The　worms　are　at　work　in　the　dark。　And　the　demons　dance　on　the　hill；　and　the　town　does　nothing。〃
　〃What　town？〃
　〃You're　raving　again；〃　said　a　monk　who　stood　beyond　the　candles。　How　distinct　he　looked；　though　he　was　beyond　the　light；　a　round…shouldered　individual　with　a　hooked　nose　and　thick　somber　heavy　eyelids。　〃Don't　rave　anymore；　poor　child。〃
　I　wanted　to　protest；　but　I　saw　suddenly　a　giant　soft　wing；　each　feather　tinged　with　gold；　e　down　over　me；　enfolding　me。　I　was　tickled　all　over　by　the　softness　of　the　feathers。　Ramiel　said：
　〃What　must　we　do　to　make　you　shut　up？　Filippo　needs　us　now；　will　you　give　us　some　peace　and　quiet　for　Filippo；　whom　God　sent　us　to　guard？　Don't　answer　me。　Obey　me。〃　The　wing　crushed　out　all　vision；　all　woe。
　Shadowy　pale　darkness。　Even　and　plete。　The　candles　were　behind　me；　set　up　high。
　I　woke。　I　rose　up　on　my　elbows。　My　head　was　clear。　A　lovely　even　illumination　gave　just　the　smallest　tremble　as　it　filled　the　cell。　From　the　high　window　came　the　moon。　The　shaft　of　the　moon　struck　the　fresco　on　the　wall；　the　fresco　obviously　painted　by　Fra　Giovanni。
　My　eyes　could　see　it　with　amazing　clarity。　Was　this　my　demonic　blood？
　A　strange　thought　came　to　me。　It　rung　in　my　consciousness　with　the　clarity　of　a　golden　bell。　I　myself　possessed　no　guardian　angels！　My　angels　had　left　me；　they　had　departed；　because　my　soul　was　damned。
　I　had　no　angels。　I　had　seen　Filippo's　because　of　the　power　the　demons　had　given　me；　and　because　of　something　else。　Filippo's　angels　argued　so　much　with　each　other！　That's　how　I　had　seen　them。　Some　words　came　to　me。
　They　came　back　to　me　from　Aquinas；　or　was　it　Augustine？　I'd　read　so　much　of　both　to　learn　my　Latin；　and　their　endless　excursuses　had　so　delighted　me。　The　demons　are　full　of　passion。　But　angels　are　not。
　But　those　two　angels　had　such　spirit。　That's　why　they'd　cut　through　the　veil。
　I　pushed　back　the　covers　and　set　my　bare　feet　on　the　stone　floor。　It　was　cool；　and　pleasing；　because　the　room；　having　received　the　sun　all　day；　was　still　warm。
　No　drafts　swept　the　polished　and　immaculate　floor。
　I　stood　before　the　wall　painting。　I　wasn't　dizzy　or　sick；　or　like　to　fall。　I　was　myself　again。
　What　an　innocent　and　untroubled　soul　Fra　Giovanni　must　have　been。　All　his　figures　were　devoid　of　malice。　I　could　see　the　figure　of　Christ　seated　before　a　mountain；　round　gold　halo　decorated　with　the　red　arms　and　top　of　a　cross。　Beside　him　stood　ministering　angels。　One　held　bread　for　him；　and　the　other；　whose　figure　was　cut　off　by　the　door　that　was　cut　into　the　wall；　this　other　angel；　whose　wingtips　were　barely　visible；　carried　wine　and　meat。
　Above；　on　the　mountain；　I　saw　Christ　also。　It　was　a　painting　of　different　incidents；　in　sequence；　and　above；　Christ　was　standing　in　His　same　smooth　and　multiwrinkled　pink　robes；　but　here　He　was　agitated；　as　agitated　as　Fra　Giovanni　could　make　Him；　and　Christ　had　lifted　His　left　hand；　as　if　in　wrath。　The　figure　who　fled　from　Him　was　the　Devil！　It　was　a　horrid　creature　with　the　webbed　wings　I　thought　I'd　glimpsed　earlier；　and　it　had　hideous　webbed　feet。　It　had　dewclaws　on　its　webbed　feet。　Sour…faced　and　in　a　dirty　gray　robe；　it　fled　from　Christ；　who　stood　firm　in　the　Desert；　refusing　to　be　tempted；　and；　only　after　this　confrontation；　then　had　the　ministering　angels　e；　and　had　Christ　taken　His　place　with　His　hands　clasped。
　I　sucked　in　my　breath　in　terror　as　I　beheld　this　image　of　the　demon。　But　a　great　rush　of　fort　passed　through　me；　causing　my　hair　to　tingle　at　its　roots；　causing　my　feet　to　tingle　against　the　polished　floor。　I　had　routed　the　demons；　I　had　refused　their　gift　of　immortality。　I　had　refused　it。　Even　faced　with　the　cross！
　I　retched。　The　pain　caught　me　as　if　I'd　been　kicked　in　the　stomach。　I　turned。　The　basin　was　there；　clean　and　polished；　sitting　on　the　floor。　I　dropped　to　my　knees　and　heaved　up　more　of　their　syrupy　filth。　Was　there　no　water？
　I　looked　around。　There　stood　the　pitcher　and　the　cup。　The　cup　was　full　and　I　spilt　some　of　it　as　I　put　it　to　my　lips；　but　it　tasted　thin　and　rancid　and　awful。　I　threw　down　the　cup。
　〃You've　poisoned　me　for　natural　things；　you　monsters。　You　will　not　win！〃
　My　hands　trembling；　I　picked　up　the　cup；　filled　it　once　more　and　tried　again　to　drink。　But　it　tasted　unnatural。　To　what　can　I　pare　it？　It　was　not　foul　like　urine；　it　was　like　water　that　is　full　of　minerals　and　metal　and　will　leave　a　chalk　on　you　and　choke　you。　It　was　bad！
　I　put　it　aside。　Very　well　then。　Time　to　study。　Time　to　take　up　the　candles；　which　I　now　did。
　I