pzb.lostsouls-第49部分

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　　Not　yet。
　　He　was　content　just　to　be　among　them；　watching　them　talk；　smoke；　dance。　Zillah　was　beside　him；　and　the　others；　so　he　wasn't　alone。　And　he　had　the　show　to　remember。　The　songs。　Ghost　swaying　at　the　microphone；　bathed　in　golden　light。　Steve　bounding　across　the　stage；　playing　guitar　like　the　devil　was　chasing　him。　Ghost's　hands　like　pale　birds　shaping　the　music。　Nothing　stood　still；　trying　to　absorb　every　detail　of　the　club…the　smells　of　clove…smoke　and　sweaty　perfume；　the　mural　sprawling　across　the　wails；　some　of　it　faded　or　rubbed　away；　some　bright　as　the　fresh　blood　on　the　walls　of　the　van。
　　Then　Molochai　and　Twig　stumbled　off　to　the　bar　in　search　of　some　drink　called　a　Suffering　Bastard。　Zillah　disappeared　with　them；　but　a　few　minutes　later　he　was　back。　He　gripped　Nothing's　arm　and　nodded　meaningfully　toward　the　exit。
　　Outside；　Zillah　turned　without　a　word　and　stalked　away　from　the　club。　Nothing　stared　after　him　for　a　moment；　then　ran　along　the　sidewalk　to　catch　up。
　　All　day　it　had　been　like　this。　Ever　since　slinking　away　from　Steve　and　Ghost's　house　that　was　how　Nothing　thought　of　it。　In　broad　daylight　they　had　slunk　away。　Now　Zillah's　face　was　pletely　healed；　and　Zillah　had　managed　to　be　nice　to　him　all　night。　But　now　Zillah　was　acting　as　if　he　had　been　disgusted　with　the　show。　Had　the　music　bored　him？　Was　the　club　too　small；　too　unglamorous？　Or　did　Zillah　just　harbor　an　unshakable　hatred　for　Steve　and　Ghost？
　　If　that　was　the　case；　Nothing　wanted　to　retrieve　Molochai　and　Twig　and　get　out　of　town。　He'd　seen　Missing　Mile；　he'd　seen　his　show。　There　was　no　place　for　him　here；　not　with　his　new　family。　Nothing　caught　up　with　Zillah　and　walked　alongside　him。　On　their　right　was　a　block　of　abandoned　stores。　On　their　left　was　a　line　of　parked　cars；　windshields　reflecting　the　moonlight　back　at　Nothing。　Up　ahead　he　could　make　out　a　figure　hunched　on　the　hood　of　one　of　the　cars。　As　they　walked　closer；　he　saw　that　it　was　a　girl。　Her　long　hair　spilled　down　over　the　back　of　her　sweatshirt。　Closer　still；　and　he　saw　that　she　was　crying。
　　Zillah　pulled　him　toward　the　girl。　Surely　he　couldn't　he　hungry　again；　not　after　last　night…but　Nothing　put　that　out　of　his　mind。　He　couldn't　do　that　again；　not　yet。　And　Molochai　and　Twig　weren't　here。　When　Zillah　touched　the　girl's　shoulder　and　asked；　〃Can　we　help　you；　my　dear？〃　Nothing　thought　he　understood。　He　had　crossed　Zillah；　and　his　punishment　wasn't　over。
　　But　Nothing　didn't　care。　Zillah　could　have　this　girl　if　he　wanted　her。　Or　any　girl；　anyone。　Because　now　Nothing　knew　something　he　hadn't　known　before：　Zillah　wasn't　just　angry　because　Nothing　had　gone　against　him；　or　even　because　Nothing　had　hurt　him。　Zillah　was　jealous　too；　jealous　of　Steve　and　Ghost；　of　Nothing's　love　for　them　and　their　music。　The　new　knowledge　coursed　through　him；　making　him　feel　weirdly　powerful；　like　the　time　he　had　shot　heroin　with　Spooky。　He　could　make　someone　jealous；　even　someone　as　beautiful　and　charismatic　as　Zillah。　It　was　a　heady　feeling。
　　He　could　get　used　to　feeling　like　that。
　　
　　Ann's　head　jerked　up　when　the　man　touched　her　shoulder。　She　hadn't　heard　him　approaching；　probably　wouldn't　have　heard　the　march　of　Sherman　ing　up　the　street。　At　a　better　moment　she　might　have　weled　a　stranger's　attention；　but　right　now　she　knew　her　bangs　were　plastered　to　her　forehead；　her　eye　makeup　smeared　across　her　cheeks；　the　pale　plexion　she　cultivated　flushed　and　blotchy　from　crying。　Damn　Steve　Finn；　she　thought；　damn　him　to　death。　But　then　'she　saw　the　man　who　had　spoken　to　her；　and　she　forgot　about　Steve；　she　even　forgot　that　she　probably　looked　like　a　bag　lady　on　crack。
　　She　was　transfixed。　Her　stare　flicked　over　the　boy　beside　him；　dismissed　him　as　a　high　school　trendy；　and　went　back　to　Zillah。　The　eyes　were　amazing；　the　first　thing　anyone　would　notice。　The　rest　of　him　wasn't　bad　either。　He　was　shorter　than　she　usually　liked　her　guys；　and　a　little　more　muscular…Steve　and　Eliot　rivalled　each　other　for　the　Ichabod　Crane　Bodybuilding　Award。　But　the　bones　of　his　face　were　like　a　mask　carved　out　of　moonstone；　perfect　and　faintly　cruel；　the　face　of　an　aristocrat。　His　skin　was　smooth　and　flawless。
　　As　he　reached　out　and　took　one　of　her　hands；　dwarfing　it　in　both　of　his；　Ann　noticed　the　dark　tracery　of　veins　beneath　his　silken　skin。　After　a　moment　she　realized　that　these　were　noticeable　because　the　man　had　almost　no　hair　on　the　visible　parts　of　his　body…none　on　the　knuckles　or　the　back　of　his　hand；　none　at　the　open　collar　of　his　shirt。　She　wondered　if　he　was　so　smooth　elsewhere；　if　she　was　about　to　find　out。　Those　green　eyes　gave　her　a　reckless　feeling。　How　could　you　turn　down　a　man　who　looked　at　you　with　those　eyes？
　　〃We　were　going　back　to　our　car　to　smoke　a　touch　of　opium；〃　Zillah　told　the　girl。　〃Would　you　care　to　join　us？〃
　　For　a　moment　Ann　was　almost　afraid。　If　he　had　said　〃pot〃　or　even　〃hash；〃　she　would　have　thought　nothing　of　it；　but　who　had　opium　in　Missing　Mile？　She　thought　of　serial　killers；　of　girls　found　rolled　up　in　rugs　with　their　arms　and　legs　sawed　off；　of　toolboxes　and　power　drills。
　　Then　she　straightened　her　back；　thrust　out　her　chest；　and　smiled。　None　of　that　could　happen　to　her。　And　if　it　did…well；　then　Simon　couldn't　practice　his　emotional　torture　on　her　any　more；　and　Steve　would　feel　so　bad　that　it　would　almost　be　worth　it。　〃Why　not？〃　she　said。　〃I　haven't　gotten　stoned　in　three　weeks。〃
　　She　slid　off　the　hood　of　the　car；　and　Zillah　took　her　arm　and　led　her　toward　the　van。　Ann　kept　her　arm　squeezed　against　her　body　so　that　his　fingers　would　e　into　contact　with　the　sideswell　of　her　breast。　He　didn't　move　his　hand　away。　Soon　she　felt　his　fingers　begin　to　move；　subtly　caressing　her；　a　forefinger　darting　out　to　graze　her　nipple。　The　nipple　shivered　erect；　and　he　toyed　with　it　a　second　longer。　Ann　felt　something　happening　in　her　lower　pelvis；　a　warm　throbbing　tension。　If　this　man　really　got　her　stoned　on　opium；　he　might　get　more　than　the　quickie　he　seemed　to　be　looking　for。
　　Neither　Ann　nor　Zillah　looked　back　to　see　whether　Nothing　was　following；　but　after　a　moment　Nothing　did。
　　
　　Ghost　tailed　Zillah　and　Nothing；　keeping　to　the　shadows；　staying　a　good　ways　behind。　They　were　well　into　the　rundown　section　now。　All　the　windows　here　were　boarded　up　or　broken。　Ghost　saw　a　milky　swath　of　stars　reflected　in　a　long　splinter　of　glass。　The　stars　were　cold　in　the　sky。　This　part　of　town　was　always　cold。　Even　in　the　middle　of　summer；　nightwalkers　might　shiver　and　pull　their　light　clothes　more　tightly　around　them。　The　glinting　spears　of　glass；　the　crust　of　dirt　in　the　gutter；　the　cloud　of　steam　that　boiled　like　some　gray…white　phantom　from　a　sewer　grate　cast　a　chill　over　everything。
　　Ghost　walked　with　his　hands　in　his　pockets　and　his　hat　pulled　down　low。　Once　Zillah　turned　his　head；　and　Ghost　thought　he　could　see　hot　green　light　spilling　from　those　eyes。　He　ducked　into　a　dark　doorway；　his　heart　beating　faster。
　　Zillah　and　Nothing　melted　into　the　cold　shadows　without　a　glance　at　the　desolation　around　them。　They　moved　silently　and　did　not　speak　or　touch；　though　their　hands　sometimes　brushed　together。　Ghost　stayed　in　the　doorway　and　watched　them。　Down　the　sidewalk　he　saw　a　girl　sitting　on　the　hood　of　a　car。　She　looked　as　if　she　might　be　crying。　Her　long　hair　could　have　been　any　color；　the　flat　illumination　of　the　few　unbroken　streetlights　turned　it　black。　But　Zillah　approached　her　and　spoke　to　her；　and　when　she　looked　up　at　him；　Ghost　saw　her　face。　The　girl　was　Ann　Bransby…Smith。
　　After　talking　to　them　for　a　minute；　she　slid　down　from　the　hood　of　the　ear；　Frantically；　Ghost　reached　out　for　Ann's　mind。　If　he　could　feel　her；　maybe　he　could　warn　her　。　。　。　of　what？　This　kind；　urbane　man　raising　a　baseball　bat　above　his　head；　ready　to　split　Ghost's　skull？　Of　Zillah's　smashed　face　that　had　magically　repaired　itself；　of　Zillah's　smooth　voice　murmuring　cold　lewd　words　in　Ghost's　head？
　　Ann　would　never　believe　it。　And　at　any　rate　she　wasn't　out　there　tonight；　or　if　she　was；　he　couldn't　find　her。　There　was　only　the　cold　void　of　the　dark。　The　ether；　his　grandmother　had　called　that　empty…feeling　place。　The　ether　was　alone；　and　Ghost　left　it　so。　He　watched