rj.acrownofswords-第47部分
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one with secrets。 Sheriam looked surprised when she stopped too close for the other woman to stand。
〃Daughter； I've learned that a few days after Siuan and Leane arrived in Salidar； ten sisters left； two from each Ajah there except the Blue。 Where did they go； and why？〃
Sheriam's eyes narrowed a fraction； but she wore serenity as fortably as her dress。 〃Mother； I can hardly recall every … 〃
〃No dancing around； Sheriam。〃 Egwene moved a little closer； until their knees almost touched。 〃No lies by omission。 The truth。〃
A frown creased Sheriam's smooth forehead。 〃Mother； even if I knew； you cannot trouble yourself with every little … 〃
〃The truth； Sheriam。 The whole truth。 Must I ask before the entire Hall why I cannot have the truth from my Keeper？ I will have it； daughter； one way or another。 I will have it。〃
Sheriam's head swiveled as though she was looking for a way to escape。 Her eyes fell on Chesa； hunched over her sewing； and she all but gasped with relief。 〃Mother； tomorrow； when we are alone； I am sure I can explain everything to your satisfaction。 I must speak with a few of the sisters first。〃
So they could work up what Sheriam was to tell her tomorrow。 〃Chesa；〃 Egwene said； 〃wait outside； please。〃 For all that she seemed focused on her work to the exclusion of everything else； Chesa bounded to her feet in a flash and very nearly ran from the tent。 When Aes Sedai were at odds； anyone with half a brain went elsewhere。 〃Now； daughter；〃 Egwene said。 〃The truth。 All that you know。 This is as private as you will be；〃 she added when Sheriam glanced at Siuan。
For a moment Sheriam adjusted her skirts； plucking at them really； avoiding Egwene's eyes； no doubt still working out evasions。 But the Three Oaths trapped her。 She could not speak an untrue word； and whatever she thought of Egwene's true position； slipping behind her back was a long way from denying her authority to her face。 Even Romanda maintained the proper courtesies； if only by a hair at times。
Drawing a deep breath； Sheriam folded her hands in her lap and spoke to Egwene's chest； matter…of…fact。 〃When we learned the Red Ajah was responsible for setting Logain up as a false Dragon； we felt something had to be done；〃 'We' certainly meant the small coterie of sisters she had gathered around her； Carlinya and Beonin and the rest held as much real sway as most Sitters； if not actually in the Hall。 〃Elaida was sending out demands for every sister to return to the Tower； so we chose ten sisters to do just that； by the fastest means they could manage。 They all should be there long since。 Quietly making sure that every sister in the Tower understands the truth of what the Reds did with Logain。 Not … 〃 She hesitated； then finished in a rush。 〃Not even the Hall knows of them。〃
Egwene stepped away； rubbing her temples again。 Quietly making sure。 In the hope that Elaida would be deposed。 Not exactly a bad scheme； really； it might even work； eventually。 It might take years； too。 But then； for most sisters； the longer they could go without truly doing anything； the better。 With enough time； they could convince the world that the White Tower had never really broken。 It had been broken before； even if only a handful knew it。 Maybe； with enough time； they could find a way to adjust everything so it had not； really。 〃Why keep it from the Hall； Sheriam？ Surely you don't think any of them would betray your plan to Elaida。〃 Half the sisters eyed the other half askance for fear of Elaida's sympathizers。 Partly for fear of that。
〃Mother； a sister who decided that what we do is a mistake would hardly let herself be chosen a Sitter。 Any such would have taken herself away long since。〃 Sheriam had not relaxed； but her voice took on the patient； instructing tone she seemed to think had the greatest effect on Egwene。 Usually； though； she was more adroit at changing the subject。 〃Those suspicions are the worst problem we face for the time being。 No one really trusts anyone。 If we could only see how to … 〃
〃The Black Ajah；〃 Siuan cut in quietly。 〃That's what chills your blood like a silverpike up your skirts。 Who can say for sure who is Black； and who can say what a Black sister might do？〃
Sheriam darted another hard look at Siuan； but after a moment the force went out of her。 Or rather； one sort of tension replaced another。 She glanced at Egwene； then nodded； reluctantly。 By the sour twist to her mouth； she would have made another evasion had it not been plain Egwene would not stand for it。 Most sisters in the camp believed now； but after more than three thousand years denying the Black Ajah's existence； it was a queasy belief。 Almost no one would open her mouth on that topic； no matter what they believed。
〃The question； Mother；〃 Siuan went on； 〃is what happens when the Hall does find out。〃 She seemed to be thinking aloud again。 〃I can't see any Sitter accepting the excuse that she couldn't be told because she might be on Elaida's side。 And as for the possibility she might be Black Ajah。。。 Yes； I think they will be quite upset。〃
Sheriam's face paled slightly。 It was a wonder she did not go dead white。 〃Upset〃 did not begin to cover it。 Yes； Sheriam would face much more than upset if this came out。
Now was the time to drive home her advantage； but another question occurred to Egwene。 If Sheriam and her friends had sent … what were they？ Not spies。 Ferrets； maybe； sent into the walls after rats … if Sheriam had sent ferrets into the White Tower； could。。。？
A sudden stab of pain through that pocket of sensations in the back of her head sent everything else flying。 Had she felt it directly； it would have been numbing。 As it was； her eyes bulged in shock。 A man who could channel was touching the necklace around Moghedien's neck； this was one link no man could be brought into。 Pain； and something unheard of from Moghedien。 Hope。 And then it was all gone； the awareness； the emotions。 The necklace was off。
〃I。。。 need some fresh air；〃 she managed。 Sheriam started to rise； and Siuan； but she waved them back down。 〃No； I want to be alone；〃 she said hastily。 〃Siuan； find out everything Sheriam knows about the ferrets。 Light； I mean the ten sisters。〃 They both stared at her； but thank the Light； neither followed as she snatched the lantern from its hook and hurried out。
It would not do for the Amyrlin to be seen running； yet she came close； hoisting her divided skirts as well as she could with her free hand and very nearly trotting。 A cloudless sky made the moonlight bright； dappling the tents and wagons with shadows。 Most people in the camp were asleep； but low fires still burned here and there。 A handful of Warders were about； a few servants。 Too many eyes to see if she ran。 The last thing she wanted was someone offering help。 She realized she was panting； but from alarm； not exertion。
Thrusting her head and the lantern into 〃Marigan's〃 tiny tent； she found it empty。 The blankets that made up the pallet on the ground lay in a sprawl； tossed aside by someone in a hurry。
And what if she had still been here？ she wondered。 With the necklace off； and maybe whoever freed her？ Shivering； she withdrew slowly。 Moghedien had good reason to dislike her； very personally； and the only sister who could match one of the Forsaken alone； when she could channel at all； was in Ebou Dar。 Moghedien could have killed Egwene without anyone noticing； even had a sister felt her channel； there would be nothing remarkable in that。 Worse； Moghedien might not have killed her。 And no one would have known anything until they found the pair of them gone。
〃Mother；〃 Chesa fussed behind her； 〃you should not be out in the night air。 Night air is bad air。 If you wanted Marigan； I could have fetched her。〃
Egwene very nearly jumped。 She had not been aware of Chesa following her。 She studied the people at the nearest fires。 They had gathered for panionship； not warmth in this unholy heat； and they were not close； but maybe someone had seen who went into 〃Marigan's〃 tent。 She certainly had few visitors。 And no men among them。 A man might well have been remarked。 〃I think she has run away； Chesa。〃
